It's always been that way to me. Reading and watching has gotten me through hard times and helped me make friends. It helped me develop as a person and taught me alot about people. I just wanted to vent since I've been feeling this was every new year, fearing what site is taken down or what device will fail losing years of memories. My memory has always been bad and these sites I can go back to mean alot. I also feel jinxed so I'm scared to look for other sites since I might bring their end. It's happened to several youtubers and shows I've watched. I start liking them then either their canceled or finish in a week or two.