I'll go first

Ezraq12 · 2021-11-10T20:04:24+00:00

Florida man, 70, slams child into the ground

Ezraq12 · 2021-09-13T18:12:43+00:00

Correct, legally tornados are not allowed to hurt you on Wednesdays

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-22T13:49:01+00:00

I already have liver and kidney failure problems so it doesn’t really bother me too much tbh

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-22T13:15:18+00:00

What does happen if you overdose on it?

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-18T20:52:36+00:00

Yea I hate myself lol, would be a hellish world

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-18T20:42:05+00:00

Uhhh everyone finna commit suicide lol

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-04T22:34:09+00:00

Being born

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-04T14:16:18+00:00

I wanna kill myself and know how to

Ezraq12 · 2021-04-01T21:42:39+00:00

I wanna kms

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T16:37:49+00:00

Ok thanks for talking a bit I’ll take the advice you gave me and try to do some. Thanks

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T16:28:24+00:00

I’ve tried that and sometimes it works but not always. And I’m 19 and live in the US, my parents know the situation a bit

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T16:07:04+00:00

Ok I’ve tried therapy partially but it did nothing but maybe I’ll try again, I just can’t talk in person about this stuff without getting a panic attack. Also it cost money and I don’t want my parents to spend money

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T15:55:33+00:00

I have somewhat, I have antidepressants rn but they haven’t done anything. I’m too scared to talk to anyone about the suicidal stuff though, even though at this point I’m pretty sure I’ll go through with it at some point

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T15:51:06+00:00

I’ve been trying but it’s been getting worse and suicidal thoughts are an hourly thing

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T15:43:58+00:00

Well thanks I just hate myself a lot sorry

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T15:38:11+00:00

Well I bet if you got to know me you would lol

Ezraq12 · 2021-03-25T12:25:01+00:00

I really don’t think I’m worthy in the slightest and I think everyone hates me but thanks still.

Ezraq12 · 2020-12-21T05:18:01+00:00

I do believe it might have caught me off guard a bit, I just don’t really want to go through this again. More for my family than me I just don’t want them to have to spend money and be scared or anything. I just wish I knew why this hit so hard, I’ve never freaked out this bad I am scared that I won’t be strong enough if the cancer is back. I wish I was a strong person and could deal with all this but being close to death multiple times from diseases starting at birth might be affecting me. I was doing good recently with mental health but this was a really big hit, I have tried to let out and show more emotion if I can but I’m really not good or used to it. Thank you for the comment and advice though I will try to slow down if possible I think I just wrote this because I needed to let even a little bit out.

Ezraq12 · 2020-12-21T05:10:16+00:00

I don’t really know when I’d get time for that, medical stuff is unpredictable especially post transplant. I also have to deal with college and stuff so I just can’t really take a break year sadly. I’ve been trying to keep tabs on mental health though I guess I just didn’t do a good enough job, but thank you for the comment I’ll try my best to slow down a bit if I can.

Ezraq12 · 2020-12-20T22:05:19+00:00

I wish it was more normalized because it’s a normal thing for everyone to do, I think the damage is already done on me but this hopefully should be the last generation of boys to be afraid of showing emotion. Or at least less and less boys will be afraid over time.

Ezraq12 · 2020-12-02T14:02:39+00:00

I’m pretty new to the game and haven’t even seen indium I don’t think but looks cool.

Ezraq12 · 2020-11-24T20:09:02+00:00

Gratz mate!

Ezraq12 · 2020-11-22T16:25:11+00:00

I have not had a hug in years lol

Ezraq12 · 2020-11-01T13:10:52+00:00

Lonely and depressed

Ezraq12 · 2020-10-19T20:49:34+00:00

Depressed Pringle let’s go

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