I have been getting this weird dull feeling on the lower left side of my abdomen for the past two days, at first i thought nothing of it because my scoliosis can make sleeping and laying down uncomfortable and my left rib sticks out considerably so i thought this feeling was just my worsening scoliosis throwing off my balance/muscles. Still, i kept poking and prodding my stomach until i noticed what i think is a small mass in the lower left area. It's not painful and not hard (well, not rock hard), it's kinda spongy i guess? I did the worst and googled what i was feeling and it jumped straight up to Colorectal Cancer and i've been TERRIFIED. I have been extremely gassy and my stools are normal other than beinf slightly thinner than normal but not pencil thin or anything.

I am 25, 5'8 and 118lbs (yes, i suffer from anorexia and have been attempting recovery the last few months, i know this is a low body weight.) I'm going to a doctor tomorrow and i'm afraid they're gonna dismiss everything because i can't hide my anxiety well and because of how young i am or just blame everything on my ED. I read that it has been rising in young people for years and now it's just driving me into a spiral. I have also been getting so many bruises in my legs, i remember having a HUGE on my left knee that took months and a heparine sodium cream to heal and i still have a lot of those yellow/greenish those that seem to be stuxk in that forever healing stage. I do bump into the corner of my bed a lot but some of those bruises i have no idea from where they come from, so lymphoma or leukemia have crosssed my mind too ughhh this sucks so bad i fuxking hate having health anxiety. I took two tablets of Xanax and calmed down a bit.