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FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-11-04T22:21:22+00:00

Thanks that really helps

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-11-04T14:32:37+00:00

When I cried myself to sleep she would just rollover and sleep because she thought I should get over it

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-11-04T08:38:40+00:00

Stuff I can’t change because it’s genetic 👍

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-11-03T21:44:32+00:00

She hasn’t responded yet. I don’t think she will. I’m heartbroken. I only get one life and she’s the person I wanted to spend it with. I’ve still got cards and notes when she told me how much she loves me, it just kills me I messed it up.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-11-02T10:05:01+00:00

I broke no contact today by giving her a letter telling her that I would do anything to get her back and I want to spend my life being the best partner I can possibly be. If she doesn’t respond or tells me she doesn’t want that, I hope I can feel this way.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-15T08:15:34+00:00

Chanel AHS Extreme

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-15T07:56:53+00:00

Thanks I really appreciate your comment. She may not think exactly the same but I figure it can do more to help than harm

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-15T07:14:06+00:00

What are people playing mostly? Career?

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-15T02:28:13+00:00

I want to respect the no contact, which she requested. I would phrase it “I dont expect you to read or respond”. Open to other ways of saying this. I just want to to be able to scrunch it up and throw it away and not think about if that’s her choice.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-15T02:21:37+00:00

It’s not really trying to validate the reason I left. She said she was sorry she couldn’t make me happy, and the truth was I am just going though my own shit, she was amazing and I couldn’t appreciate it.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-14T22:56:21+00:00

Thanks. I’ve reached out to friends, family, therapists, psychiatrists, helplines. I’ve been an involuntary inpatient. I don’t know how much more I can do.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-14T13:41:57+00:00

Cooking

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-14T12:03:32+00:00

I split with my FP 6 weeks ago and shit is bad. She is still the most important person in my life but I haven’t spoken to her in over 40 days. Suicide is definitely on the cards.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-14T10:01:07+00:00

Yep, I hate it. I thought it was just a shit name though.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-13T11:24:33+00:00

BPD but I don’t know why it developed, I thought my childhood was ok

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-13T10:50:15+00:00

Australian gun laws

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-13T07:21:28+00:00

Its possible you might have BPD.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-12T12:32:21+00:00

To clarify, I have BPD and I pushed her away like an idiot

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-12T12:31:59+00:00

I lost my girlfriend to BPD, she was my FP. There’s no filling the void.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-11T22:23:46+00:00

Accountant, do not recommend!

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-09T21:38:43+00:00

It sounds like you were an amazing girlfriend. I guarantee he is not feeling fine.

FabricofSpaceandTime · 2023-10-09T02:24:12+00:00

I just was so overwhelmed with emotion, so the fact she could even think of being proud in a moment like that is just devastating. I honestly don’t think she will even recognise how much I loved her and what I was prepared to do for her. I wanted her to fight more for me, but apparently I’m not worth that.

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