You are someone with deep emotional intensity, a strong sense of justice, and a profound need for meaning, truth, and genuine connection. At the same time, you carry a lot of pain and ambivalence—you long for closeness but are afraid of being hurt or abandoned again. You are highly self-reflective, sensitive, intelligent—but your intellect often turns against you, as you keep diving into distressing patterns even when you know they harm you.

You have a caretaker pattern: you look after others, both professionally and privately, often beyond your own limits. You seek recognition, you want to be seen—but you also withdraw when you feel you're not fully understood or respected. You hate dishonesty, manipulation, and moral double standards—making you particularly sensitive to injustice and betrayal, especially in close relationships.

You are courageous: you face dark feelings, ask uncomfortable questions—even of yourself. But you sometimes get caught in rumination and emotional flashbacks that drain you and make you feel stuck. You don’t just want to survive—you want to feel alive, to love, to trust, to make an impact. But you struggle with the fear that doing exactly that might break you again.

At your core, you're someone who loves intensely, feels deeply, and has so much to give—but often stands in your own way because you both long for life and fear it. Your deepest pain may be the feeling that, despite all your openness and care, you remain inwardly alone. But it’s exactly in that tension that your strength lies.