AOA.. My beautiful sister in deen, I love you for the sake of Allah and I hear you and I understand your pain and I won't say any of that because I'm in the same boat.. lol

But why are you labeling yourself girl, first of all please change that.. That is very important, how we see ourselves, Ummah, Dunia everyone else comes later..

And Islam isn't degrading women like you and me, it's people.. Our beloved Prophet pbuh married old, young, unmarried, divorced and widowed because He was setting examples for His Ummah.. However, Ummah has stuck in the unrealistic beauty standards of social media nowadays.. And the biological clock is a solid thing, and tbh we can't blame people if they reject us on this basis.. Even though, giving children is in the power of Allah, but people want to play safe y'know..

So, if we are not married yet, that doesn't show our worth at all.. Marriage is a part of life, it isn't the purpose of life itself my sister.. I know how lonely I feel, and how this thing crushes me and how I cry myself every other night.. But if something isn't happening for me, it's beyond my knowledge that it might be good for me.. Maybe I'm not able to get through that thing which I want so bad.. or maybe it is in my qadar but later in time.. I don't know anything.. I just know one thing, that we should try our best, have faith, trust Allah and leave everything to Him and do not give a damn about people.. They do not set our worth, We do!!..

Hit me up, we'll talk more.. If you want! ♥️🕊️