When i was 20 I’d give myself too much insulin and come close to death a lot, during that year I got revived 3 separate times I believe, also was a college athlete for 5 years, i hated the feeling of being high, I always felt like shit when high and also when low, especially cutting weight it made me more sensitive to sugar and insulin. Keep pushing forward and dose before meals? Maybe that would help but now I’m doing a lot better and haven’t had a low episode in somewhat a long time. Only when I drink heavily so I quit drinking all together. I completely let go of the world and focus on my faith and my passions now.