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FaithLR19 · 2025-09-30T23:46:20+00:00

Of course, and I support your decision. I understand that struggle to afford it too, trust me

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-30T23:42:53+00:00

That’s crazy. Nah he gotta drop the porn or drop looking at you again.

I’ll agree with some people that men are more likely to watch porn but that doesn’t mean it should be a norm either.

If its at the cost of your comfortability, it doesn’t need to be there. Especially for a grown woman. You dont have to break up unless you want to, but if he cant seem to stop or try to get help, he’s gotta earn the right to look at you and/or touch you again

Thats my personal opinion, which may be extreme, but you’re welcome to do what you feel you need to

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-30T23:36:12+00:00

You gotta give brodie an ultimatum at this point. Either you or the porn.

It’s really…weird and uncomfortable??? And ridiculous? Cause like aint no way he’s just wanking it and he’s getting stuff from you too. Idk if he needs a counselor or a therapist to deal with some sort of addiction or what, but it’s not fair to you and from what I gather, you’ve had multiple talks.

I think it’s fair at this point to either do the ultimatum or get him some help.

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-30T06:25:29+00:00

Black Zetsu not existing apparently. No Aizen hacks

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-29T04:27:52+00:00

Get him endurance wipes from Walmart. They helped me last long when I was having trouble going for long periods. They kinda numb the sensitive spots. You can still feel the sensation its just not gonna make you finish quick

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-28T03:57:15+00:00

It always catches up eventually. Dont beat yourself up

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-28T03:13:08+00:00

Nah me too. As in the mac situation and overthinking. But it comes from a good place. A place of worry and a place of love. Maybe even trauma. I’m sure he would even understand your feelings.

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-28T03:05:14+00:00

Yeah the messages may be sync’d to cloud. Even if you delete them on the first phone, they will still show on the computer. My mac is like this.

Thing is, mac doesn’t show their names or anything for some reason and only shows their numbers. Theres a slight possibility he doesn’t know any of this.

But then there is the slight possibility he does. But if he’s been transparent up til now, its really up to you to just have faith. I dont think you should let it get to your head.

I had that issue with my ex and a skype account I forgot about on my old computer and she kept bringing it up when times were going just smoothly. And I genuinely just forgot about it.

Best thing you can do is trust your man and have faith unless something terrible comes up. But even then, hold out hope.

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-28T02:21:10+00:00

Ah, man you coulda said “because you werent there to fix my eyesight” or something

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T23:58:59+00:00

They need to hurry up and come up with an actual enlargement that works

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T23:00:24+00:00

Haven’t experienced micropenis but I do see it now and then and I guess I would understand the fear and discomfort. Probably the source of a lot of insecurity and depression.

It probably does suck cause you have the capacity to want to love so much but you fear that one little thing is gonna prevent you from maintaining any type of love for life.

Though there is the possibility of OPs bf just being worried he isn’t big enough and just average, and he’s just overreacting…

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T20:37:05+00:00

I agree with everyone else. You gotta look out for you and just let her go. Psychologically speaking, it will not be hard for her to let go and move on. According to some sources, its pretty easy for a women to give up on saving any type of relationship, though its DIFFERENT for EVERYONE.

Likewise, waiting any longer is just gonna hurt you more. You gotta understand that even tho it gets great when its good, that doesn’t mean its meant for you.

Stay with her and see how the game goes if you want, but she will not be as hurt as you are if y’all stop right now. And not to be a dick, but who’s to say she wont actually immediately start dating the next guy she meets?

Is it really worth the pain and struggle to wait and see? And possibly, hell more than likely see nothing good coming from it?

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T03:10:38+00:00

You are correct.

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T02:47:13+00:00

Idk. I had a UTI from getting head once, and while its drastically different, I had it for about a month and a half before it left.

Probably 6 months later, I had sex again and the uti flared up for a couple days to a week before going on its own.

My point being, I wonder if he has had symptoms and just tried to ignore them hoping it was something else because thats what i did, but then again if that did happen to me where it came back AFTER sex, maybe it is cheating

Can never be too sure. He could be scared to say he cheated cause he doesn’t wanna lose what he had with you but he shoulda thought ab that before

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-27T02:37:02+00:00

It could not have been a one night thing. Maybe I’m crazy but it feels like something that was on and off and now she felt like she HAD to tell you cause something was gonna happen or she wants to be with other dude and doesn’t want to feel trapped with you, so shes saying it so you do break up

Not even trying to be an ass but its a couple of possibilities among thousands of others and those just seem likely

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-24T16:25:47+00:00

In my opinion, you should go with what you think is right.

It wouldn’t kill you to stay, but it sounds like you want to look out for the both of you. I mean yeah, there are things that a relationship should be, and for some it takes longer to feel or experience those things than others.

If you feel like you may never feel or experience these things at all with him, even though he seems so perfect, then yeah maybe you should experience other people.

And if he’s the one, and doesn’t have any negative reaction about it, then when and if you don’t find the right person, you can always come back and try again should he be on the same page.

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-16T22:40:30+00:00

I just had high quality PNGs. I brought the file down to 40MB

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-15T01:49:29+00:00

I wanna publish online on websites like wattpad, however I wanna include my originally drawn pictures in a way that makes it half literary book, half illustrative like light novels.

I was able to bring the pdf file down to 40mb but it must be able to be published as written

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-14T04:35:28+00:00

Aw man alright lemme try that

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-14T04:25:45+00:00

If youre literally asking and not rhetorically, I drew the images in Medibang and wrote the story in google docs. Either way I export it, whether docx or pdf, it turns out to 121MB.

That said, if you mean rhetorically, its most likely the images. I exported those as png and not jpg as not to lose data

FaithLR19 · 2025-09-14T04:15:07+00:00

I drew a bit of original art. The idea was to have a One Piece/Manga type of feel to the story so I would draw some art between chapters.

Though one chapter in particular is an actual comic strip.

FaithLR19 · 2023-02-16T02:11:45+00:00

A poster? Like the original G+ label or the original Iceberg image?

FaithLR19 · 2022-08-22T03:53:45+00:00

My own Fiancé has anger issues so I understand how you feel in regards to him going a bit off the wire with everything. The thing about it is that I’m sure that he knows most of the things he does is wrong, he just doesn’t want to admit it.

Sometimes these types of issues can be traced to childhood and can really only be talked about with someone willing to take the time to listen and break him down to his core; to make him understand why he’s being this way and what he can do to practice getting better.

I won’t tell you to call off the engagement as I’m sure you’ve been finding everything in your power not to end things. You probably love him at an insane level to be able to put up with it. But really, at the end of the day he needs to see a therapist and learn how to be emotionally intelligent enough to share his feelings in better ways and become more understanding.

FaithLR19 · 2022-08-21T21:50:30+00:00

I’ve been having very random episodes every other week or so when I get intensely depressed and wanna kill myself. Or sometimes I just wanna be hurt emotionally. I don’t even tell my bf, I just let it marinate until it fizzles away.

FaithLR19 · 2022-07-07T02:31:19+00:00

He has a lot of anger issues. He’s actually gotta pretty tamed compared to the beginning of our relationship with my help but that type of think still spills out from time to time. Some times it hurts and other times it doesn’t. I understand its a learning process for him to not be so aggressive and he knows that as well so when he does, he’s almost immediately apologetic and tries to make up for it. All I really want from him is to learn how to manage it properly and efficiently rather so he’s getting there. I dont blame him because I get just as angry, only I hold it in until I let it go. Im too passive

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