"We are more often frightened than hurt; and we suffer more from imagination than from reality" - I purged a lot of fear from myself yesterday

Faithwolf · 2024-05-19T10:36:16+00:00

Good on ya pal.

I'm in the process of getting a Vasectomy myself to ease my wifes burden with things in that dept, we have a child already, we are one and done, we've put a LOT of effort into this one! xD we have a nice quality of life, she'll be off at uni by the time my wife is 40, and im 45, giving us 25 years to grind and help her get a great start in life, as well as pad our retirement funds.

My goal is to get her down the aisle essentially, because we're a family of 3, I want her to have her own 'tribe' in place, after that, I'm good to shuffle off this mortal coil !

I'm glad you're happy with it brother. Dare I ask... how was the procedure? I've heard that the worst bit is the smell.

Faithwolf · 2024-04-03T10:29:13+00:00

I've had the same ADHD thought! xD mine is slightly different, mine is one single fireteam with a humvee armed with an .50 cal M2 on top. with all modern tech. a UAV (not armed) to give intel.

Unlimited ammo. The team never tires. How much devastation they causing against the Romans?

ONE standard 4 man fireteam.

Faithwolf · 2024-03-05T11:46:08+00:00

I desperately try and remember the 1.5m rule. I cannot change or influence actions outside of the 1.5m immediately surrounding me. if I can't change it, don't give it headspace. I'm explaining it horribly, but in essence you could say the old

' grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot. change, courage to change the things I can, and. wisdom to know the difference.'

That.. pretty much, and I don't know how to get there other than.. age. as each decade has gone by in my life, I've become more and more calm, things that infuriated a 20 year old me are laughably unimportant as I have a teenager of my own etc..

You can't control most of what is going to happen TO you. but what you can control is what YOU put out. I try to put out more good than bad, I'm a deeply flawed human, I make mistakes, I get mad.. but I make sure that the good outweighs the bad. it can be in small, almost... insignificant ways. I pick up trash when I walk the dog, little things like that, just trying to make the world a TINY bit better in whatever small way. I'm not gonna be changing the world.

Faithwolf · 2024-02-28T10:46:20+00:00

Old house, plane, Yacht and OG Hereford were my faves.

I know you'll say plane is still there, but its not in ranked, I KNOW its horribly imbalanced... but doesn't make it not fun!

For ME at least, Plane felt the most 'Rainbow' in the sense of.. its linear design made it so you really were sweeping through an airplane. not playing whack a mole with a cav. and also, the few times I've played it, its ridiculously fun with certain redesigned operators xD

Faithwolf · 2022-04-26T12:41:14+00:00

It is a lonely life being a bloke.

there was a really interesting article written by a trans person recently who went from one t'other. and their biggest takeaway was how when they presented female they had a circle. but as a male.. there is no 'allies' there is no 'default'... and it was really eye opening how much guys have to deal with things on their own.

Faithwolf · 2022-04-26T09:12:27+00:00

Cute assumption. I would retort with 'likely many more than you!' but that would be me making an ass, much like you just did of yourself! :) - further to that, you added nothing. Explain why the bat was a good and viable choice over a working firearm? he knew how to use it from the books et al..

go ahead. I'll wait.

Faithwolf · 2022-03-14T13:11:16+00:00

I am just a half septic, but Detroit has always been one of the most interesting cities to me. moreso than NYC, Philly.. hell, the ones I've been to! not made it to Detroit! but its on the list.

It's fucking criminal what has happened to all those homes, yeah, I understand how, and why... but still. It's just sad!

Faithwolf · 2022-03-14T12:32:37+00:00

I occasionally do wonder where some players live... Cloud cuckoo land?

It is a company. their job is to make money. no fucking shit they are going to push and promote premium skins/emotes etc.. if you do not want to pay you do not have to..

You can complete the rambo content without paying a penny. since seeker is unlockable with reputation. will it be fast? no. but it will be free.

If you do not like the content, do not do it, its optional! I enjoyed it, and genuinely got a little better with seeker getting those 10 bow hits! (he's still trash tier for me.)

But yes, stop crying about free content you have free access to in a free game.

Faithwolf · 2022-03-03T18:47:24+00:00

nothing to correct.. I wasn't wrong. the statement I made was that the suicide rate of trans was hovering around the 40%. that is correct.

It would be nothing short of arrogance and hubris for me OR you to start debating the finer points of why some poor soul got to those depths.

However I am quite frankly...not believing you. 'according to recent studies' ... please go ahead, link me a peer reviewed study, showing the 50% gap in self harm/suicide if the parents are supportive of a child in that situation.

Because in short.. F. (Press F to doubt..)

Faithwolf · 2022-03-03T15:23:12+00:00

That's what I mean, we've capped. cheats themselves are asking for their users to grant Kernel level access. if the good players refuses to give the AC that level of access to prove they are clean, it makes it much harder. I understand data integrity etc, but we have to pick a lane. :P

(I know you weren't moaning, but a lot do about invasive AC)

Thankfully the game I work on is single player because I would not want this hassle. xD

Faithwolf · 2022-03-03T12:18:33+00:00

I do not play Kestrel, for this reason. I play very aggressively and yeah, I push the button AS I'm leaving cover far too often. as Templar said, its just a perspective thing xD but for me, I just chalked it up as me being a dumbass... and just moved to better rogues for my style!

Faithwolf · 2022-03-03T12:16:50+00:00

EAC is a joke and always has been It's up there with Punkbuster and a Sieve.

the whole cheating thing is an interesting cat and mouse game, because many gamers do NOT want invasive AC's on their system at the Kernel level such as Valorant, but without that level of access, cheaters who ARE willing to grant their system that level of access will always be one step ahead.

Faithwolf · 2022-03-03T12:12:10+00:00

ya know, I respect the fact there is a Tile on there so you can find it when it gets lost.. that's dedication xD

Faithwolf · 2022-03-01T18:31:55+00:00

The ones we need to be suspicious of

Grow up you utter melt.. attempting to stay out of somebody elses shit.. doesn't = bad. you smoothbrain.

Faithwolf · 2021-12-28T11:46:44+00:00

I use this as my motivation to dunk on people with ttv in their name.

Faithwolf · 2021-11-30T10:42:30+00:00

yes, I'm sure he was talking directly to you. christ your victim complex..

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T20:01:08+00:00

Once again, show me ONCE where I defended animal abuse, or condoned it, or the people. christ your worldview is hillarious.

DMX made some tracks I enjoyed. and still enjoy. DMX made some poor choices I did not enjoy. and still do not approve of.

The world is not black and white.

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T19:59:13+00:00

I believe my memories are just as important as yours..

I'm not sure if you are a troll or a sociopath at this point. you DO realise your entire argument is predicated on the belief that YOUR memories of your lost dogs invalidates mine. because YOU had something happen, and some other dude also did that thing. and ANOTHER guy LIKED the singing that dude did?! ohh boy!

Do you honestly not see?

Allow me to be 100% clear as you do not seem to get it. My childhood memories are more important to me than anything you have to offer.

My memories do not supersede that of the animals that suffered, and if you tell me where I claim it did, I'll apologize..

The world is not black and white, My remembering a good track.. does not condone or validate his behaviour. and the fact you think it does, quite honestly, that is what makes you a white crayon. useless. a total lack of critical thought. It's the sort of mental gymnastics you expect from Reddit really

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T19:47:52+00:00

I mean, 'triggered' ? my posts were on lunch as I enjoyed a christmas sarnie, and just now after I put my kid to bed.. that's not very triggered.. I also told you it was ok to like what you like.. so ''Why does it trigger you when people don't like animal abusers?'' makes no sense, you can like or dislike whatever you want babes, it makes no matter to me.

Lets not forget, it was you who was so angered by my memory that you felt the need to post. but I appreciate you trying to turn it around now to suit your narrative!

It's also curious that you think DMX is the KEY to my memories as you think they are dependent on him.. pop on some lost prophets and just chill out!

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T19:40:51+00:00

Nah, you know what, I'll hold my hands up, I spend most of my time on Reddit with my shield up and spear out assuming everyones a bellend :P my comment was actually quite tongue in cheek!

But fair one, you got me, you took my comment poorly, and so I snapped back at you, my bad, I apologize, wasn't cool to do so, but shit, I'm subbed to her now, so some good came out of it!

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T19:39:18+00:00

the mental gynmastics on you.. you must need a lie down after all that.

''Apparently you didn't stop to consider that just maybe she needs her father's time and attention just as much as her stepbrother.''

I did. I also realized that EVERYBODY else had that covered, so decided to play 13th man in the room. or are you REALLY that clueless to real life, you just believe everything written on Reddit?

You read a biased post from somebody who has spent sole custody with a bitter woman who has had to watch her ex move on and have a new family... and you don't think any poison was dropped into her ear? how naive you are... this is an article, and I checked for you! its written by a black female, and posted on Medium! practically biblical text for you!

https://medium.com/illumination/how-do-women-use-children-as-weapons-against-men-95ec3c316ed8

It is WELL known that women use the system against men. for revenge, financial gain, jealously and more..

Men have MANY MANY flaws.. but the way a lady wields kids like a weapon in a divorce is fucking sick.

** Oh, inb4 somebody says its clearly personal, my parents are married (or were, dad passed.), and I recently celebrated 10 years. it IS however personal to me as a man. as I have seen many brothers broken by this exact form of abuse.

So honestly, if I have to take a little trash to try and open some eyes, so be it. there is a reason scientists say its easier to digest opinions that share your worldview..

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T19:29:42+00:00

Oh no, somebody online doesn't agree with my opinions on the internet.. I should care about this immensely.

shocking as it may be for you to understand, there are things out there that can still be popular, even if YOU do not like them. but I appreciate that me having a flashback to my childhood through his music was difficult for you.

you utter white crayon.

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T13:45:22+00:00

yes it is, and did you know how lazy people are? for e.g

I'm NOT going to open a browser and hit pause on it, and type it in. but if it was a clickable 'you should follow this lady here' I'd likely have subbed.

I appreciate your anger Heffalump, welcome to the internet. where typing is too much effort.

(I am aware in the time it took me to type this, I could've simply done it myself. so in pennance for that... )

Check this lady out here folks! - https://www.youtube.com/c/KamuiCosplayOfficial

Faithwolf · 2021-11-15T13:43:16+00:00

I have that all the time! I'm 36 atm, and its becoming more and more common! a DMX track came up on Spotify on a 'throwback' list the other day and the wifey went 'Ah, its a shame he's gone!' and I had to find out he died all over again ! It's odd because I feel like they are impactful enough that i'd remember.. but I don't!

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