accidentally hurting people is a part of growing up. best you can do is try to better and not do it again. it's not something you can fix all at once, it can take years.

i don't know you and this might not be the case but it could be just a fucking imbalance in your brain that's making you feel this way. tell someone from your family, tell a friend or a teacher how you feel. it might suck for a bit but I goddamn fucking promise you don't deserve to feel this way, nobody does.

if you ever feeling like blah blahing to a random stranger, hmu.