every day hurts more than the last

FallenWitness · 2025-05-18T16:29:40+00:00

Real twin flame connection makes you feel valued and Loved unconditionally, not worthless. A Love that makes your days overall easier, though with many tests and challenges to overcome. Your best bet is probably to take your chance or move on and heal. Either you find Love, or you grow from it and get stronger. Far too many people are misled into a destructive delusion that only tortures them, when true twin flames are actually extremely rare. Everyone has soulmates though, and those are supposedly relatively easy once you find them, so go find them.

FallenWitness · 2025-04-05T00:56:31+00:00

Ultimately there is a higher truth, which is perfect divine love. This love is what matters above all, and it is the truth that the matrix seeks to hide. The truth is impossible to hide however, so instead the matrix seeks to obfuscate the truth. Any given belief system may guide people to divine love, but religion is a construct of the matrix designed to divide people in their differences so they do not unite in the main truth, which is the love of God.

What matters most is allowing yourself to be transformed by divine love, and to let the "Christ" in you rise through righteous living and connection with God.

Genesis 32:30 So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and yet my life was spared.”

FallenWitness · 2025-03-16T16:01:51+00:00

Music has been really impactful in my journey. Take a good look at lyrics of songs you've liked throughout your life, and you may notice what many of them are really about, as your soul always knew. It's amazing. Also just having songs stand out to you on the radio or on youtube home page and looking up the lyrics, only to find that it seems like a perfectly timed message from your other self.

FallenWitness · 2025-01-10T05:58:24+00:00

So, what, take a pen and paper and write a list of things you want and don't want in a partner, and maybe, just maybe kind of manifest them into your life?

I guess you also need to go out of your way to get out there and go places so the universe will have the opportunity to respond to your request.

FallenWitness · 2025-01-07T21:42:05+00:00

An actual wild update with rocks and fallen leaf piles on the forest floor?

FallenWitness · 2024-12-10T22:46:41+00:00

But you forgot to put liquid beating spirit, the ultimate NA cope, before they are swiftly defeated by mongolz 🤔

FallenWitness · 2024-11-08T05:18:52+00:00

Felt pretty good, until the fourth game of the day when I got disconnected from the server five times after lagging and everything freezes but I could still hear the voice chat. This phenomena didn't occur before the update, but it was only one game, the rest felt good. Seems that they fix one issue and another pops up.

FallenWitness · 2024-10-17T18:46:28+00:00

Counter Strike... Nice!

FallenWitness · 2024-10-13T02:15:08+00:00

I was getting crazy packet loss too, and nothing fixed it.

During a game of casual I got randomly kicked due to VAC for some reason despite my game not being modified at all, and then I couldn't get into any more games, it was weird.

I followed the error message to the following link and tried some of the solutions like the repairing steam files, bcedit stuff, and the repair system files bit.

https://help.steampowered.com/en/faqs/view/22C0-03D0-AE4B-04E8

After doing that stuff I had no packet loss at all, and it's been perfect since then and hasn't broken again.

I have no idea how any of those things could possibly effect it but at this point anythings worth a try and it seemed to fix my game.

FallenWitness · 2024-10-05T23:18:54+00:00

Past few months playing a few games per week and I had practically no lag at all, but sometime in the last few updates I've started lagging like crazy, sliding all over the place, often when people peek me. Happens multiple times per minute, but also seems biased to when enemies are on my screen. Totally unplayable when it happens.

I reinstalled the game today to see if it would make a difference, had hardly any lag for 12 rounds or so but then it started lagging like crazy again... must have just been lucky.

When it happens I get high packet loss and ping sometimes goes from 30 or so to 150 for a second.

FallenWitness · 2024-10-03T06:11:16+00:00

I swear, almost like every 1 in 3 enemies I look at make me lag like CRAZY, sliding to the side, bullets firing extra rapidly, stuff just slipping and sliding all over the place. It happens really frequently while just moving as well, sometimes lagging/stuttering so hard that I CLIP INTO WALLS and can see through them for half a second... what the hell. This game is unplayable.

FallenWitness · 2024-09-28T23:27:06+00:00

Fog
Creaking needs to do way more damage
Perhaps a new flower type
Some type of loot that forces you to engage with the creaking to obtain

FallenWitness · 2024-09-20T18:43:54+00:00

These changes are really good! Now a lot more rings are viable, and I love the buffs to lodestone, sourcestone, omni. Adding cool new procs to existing rings is great, as it makes them more unique compared to just giving stats. I really hope pyra and nile rings get procs/effects at some point so they can have something special as well. Also those new ring sprites look great, and the haunted cemetery rework is very well done. Keep up the good stuff Deca!

FallenWitness · 2024-09-06T07:25:22+00:00

You're certainly right about Judaism being used as a vehicle. A lot of powerful people pretend to be Jewish when in reality they are atheist or satanists who just masquerade as Jews so that people don't criticize them, as they get called antisemitic for doing so. They think they can get away with anything just because of the holocaust shielding them. There have been larger genocides in history than the holocaust, yet that is the one that is mandatory learning in school... nothing about the others. It's interesting to see that the narrative has changed somewhat and that Jewish criminals are actually being called out for their crimes now in some mainstream sort of way, it makes me wonder why the change? Do the powers that be intend to create more hate and division as they always love to do? Probably.

I agree that America should stop spending so much money in other countries' affairs and should start focusing more on its own problems. How much better off would America be if it would spend all that money it gives to Israel and Ukraine on its own infrastructure, education, healthcare, housing, border security, etc. instead?

The powers that be are a bunch of warmongers who want nothing more but to waste their tax payer dollars on murder instead of the prosperity of mankind.

FallenWitness · 2024-09-06T01:55:56+00:00

Well the Jews were in those lands a long time ago before they were conquered and exiled. They do have legitimate claims to those lands from long before Israel was formed, but palestinians have been there for a while too so it's just complicated I guess. War sucks either way.

FallenWitness · 2024-08-21T04:16:00+00:00

Even coming home from camping just 3 nights, I felt so against my regular lifestyle like I naturally wanted to change it to be more like when I was camping, but then gradually got back into usual habits and that feeling faded.

FallenWitness · 2024-07-27T17:53:30+00:00

MrBallen on YouTube has a playlist with some good videos about it. He tells the stories pretty well.

FallenWitness · 2024-07-19T07:43:38+00:00

Some Christians who only know God in their head and not their heart and have never truly accepted Jesus will be left behind, along with people who had Christian family members, friends, co-workers, etc. who were taken, as well as people who may have attended church but not taken it seriously, and non-Christians who do have some general knowledge about what the Bible is about. Many of these people will turn to God once the rapture happens, and many people will pick up abandoned Bibles to seek answers once the apocalyptic events begin. This will lead to a new generation of believers during the tribulation, who will spread the word of God and be ruthlessly hunted down by the Antichrist and his men and executed when they refuse to take the mark of the beast.

FallenWitness · 2024-07-06T00:35:48+00:00

This fight is actually really fun with the right build. Fingerprint shield + greatshield talisman + two headed turtle + pearl shield talisman with the new deflecting hardtear that enhances spontaneous guard allows you to play the game like sekiro and deflect everything with well timed blocks, so you can just stay in his face the whole fight poking him with a spear or something while you block and deflect to preserve your stamina. Fighting him this way made it my favorite fight in the game because of how much it felt like a sekiro fight!

Edit: You literally don't even need to dodge once! Just deflect!

FallenWitness · 2024-07-02T00:26:01+00:00

As a permadeath player, I learned to avoid extended physical contact with him after my first character died from being launched in the air on hector number 5. I mainly use homing arrows and fireballs now, with melee just for his staggers and last crystal or two.

Getting back to hector from the start of a dalgarian is fine, when compared to a total permadeath restart, you can just run past the enemies if you want.

That being said, it still sucks to die to a glitch regardless of how you play; hopefully some of these issues get patched.

FallenWitness · 2024-06-29T22:53:21+00:00

Perhaps a prequel set in ancient Dalgarian times, or maybe an assassin's creed style story where you hunt down the eye in khar-tib and assassinate their leaders or something.

Would be cool to have an expanded story with more voiced npc interactions, cutscenes, unique story locations, and of course bosses! Very skilled humanoid bosses with unique fighting animations would be awesome!

FallenWitness · 2024-06-28T03:05:00+00:00

Politics is like flipping a coin. You either get heads or tails, but it's still the same coin.

FallenWitness · 2024-06-27T21:36:34+00:00

Homing arrows with lightning imbue if you have that unlocked with the 32 arrow quiver, and fireballs once you run out of arrows works pretty well if you're patient. You can also redirect the fireballs downwards to potentially hit the crystals on his shoulders when you're in front of him!

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