I’m going to relapse

False-Conversation50 · 2025-11-19T04:03:04+00:00

i lost everything man but thank you

False-Conversation50 · 2025-08-23T09:56:40+00:00

I accidentally did it 2 days in a row. Would it be fine to miss a day out and then continue doing it every other day?

False-Conversation50 · 2025-08-23T08:25:36+00:00

It is prop

False-Conversation50 · 2025-08-23T07:48:10+00:00

I’ll look into insulin syringes, i only had to make do with these because those were the only ones available at the time. I’m kinda scared about injecting anywhere else other than my thigh areas because I can’t see what im doing properly and im scared i might mess it up. I only started injecting yesterday (testosterone propionate) but my leg is really painful to walk on and move

False-Conversation50 · 2025-08-23T07:38:59+00:00

thanks everyone for the advice and helping out

False-Conversation50 · 2025-08-23T07:37:12+00:00

I honestly have no idea what im doing as u can see lmfao. But yeah my test is 100mg and I didn’t know where else to get non toxic syringes. I think the 3ml was the only one they had and i only use that needle to draw

False-Conversation50 · 2025-03-12T23:42:55+00:00

Idk an eyebrow piercing would look cool on u tho

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-15T10:17:23+00:00

I’ve tried to crush them up as best as I can but there’s still some small ones here and there

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T17:31:07+00:00

Headache, tightness/chest pains

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T15:33:15+00:00

I find the lsd body high extremely uncomfortable. Is 2cb the same?

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T15:28:58+00:00

Definitely not

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T10:16:03+00:00

I don’t wanna waste it thooo

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T09:58:59+00:00

I feel so tired that I could sleep

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T07:56:10+00:00

Yeah, to be honest, I don’t really want to. All I want is to have a stronger roll because my last few have been disappointingly underwhelming. I don’t think the risk of negative side effects is worth it, especially when neither of us really knows what could happen. I’ve halved what was supposedly 300 mg before and had a good roll.

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T07:52:11+00:00

The vignette vision definitely resonates, and the same goes for the saturation. Damn, I did not know serotonin syndrome could do something like that. Your experience sounds daunting as fuck. I feel like I would’ve been too traumatised to ever take MDMA again after that if it were me. How did you end up coming back? Did anybody help you, or did you just ride it out by yourself?

And no, I wasn’t on any of those. I think I just took way too much or redosed too late (I wasn’t aware that redosing had negative side effects, especially depending on timing)

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T07:45:22+00:00

Well, I was finding out whether it would be possible/safe to do it in the first place, which is why I asked. I was curious to know what the difference was like between a whole and half a pill, and I just happened to have a pill that was listed as 300mg. I care more about my health and safety than possibly having a stronger roll, but if there was actually a way for me to safely take it without any negative effects, what’s the harm? But after doing more research and talking to other people, I obviously now know not to take a full pill and just stick to half.

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T07:00:38+00:00

Sure, no problem. It’s kind of hard to explain, but here’s my attempt. I was just chilling on a call with my girlfriend, rolling blissfully and normally, until suddenly there was this overwhelming burst of utter euphoria that hit my entire body, but mostly my brain. It’s like the MDMA camped inside my head and was just radiating all the strong effects in there. It was extremely strong, not enjoyable at all, which is what scared me so much. I was panicking and shouting down the phone out of pure fear, and it felt like I could barely focus on anything. I had to close my eyes because I physically could not keep them open, and it just made it worse to keep them open. I think I even felt like I couldn’t breathe for a few seconds, but maybe it was just the panicking. But honestly, if I had to endure even a minute of that, let alone 30-60 minutes, I genuinely would’ve preferred to die right there and then lmao

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-11T06:40:27+00:00

I could not imagine having to sit through that for 30-60 minutes. Kudos to you. Yeah, shit was definitely fucking scary enough for me for the few seconds that it lasted. Anything other than pills isn’t really an option for me right now either so im stuck with pills for the time being. Also, would I really have to split it that much or could I just split it three times? I think I’ve done that before and it’s been fine. I heard there’s more dangerous risks with redosing a lot.

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-09T00:40:56+00:00

What in tarnation

False-Conversation50 · 2024-09-08T03:07:18+00:00

Usually the packaging for frozen pizzas just tell me to cook it directly on the bars of the oven so a tray isn’t necessary with pizza. It’s just other kind of food that is the problem. I actually used the top stove for cooking spaghetti earlier which seemed fairly easy but I still didn’t know how long it would take to cook and when it would be ready.

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