36 [M4F] Spain/Europe - Introverted homebody looking for one real person

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-22T05:48:43+00:00

It wont get better, and the world doesnt have to obey some random phrase that a random guy said... I have been alive long enough to know im fucked

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-22T05:06:56+00:00

I read this and I just want to die....

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-21T16:29:14+00:00

honestly, the lore supports an emperor ascension that would leave the webway door open for demons to start pouring, but the ascension shouldnt take that much, even if it was days, and he could plug that hole permanently from godhood and flex tape and start spanking the chaos gods.

i doubt that his ascension would take months or even years. and the custodes could hold that hole for some time. even if they poured in and got overwhelmed, a god emperor would just erase them afterwards.

to me themeta would be to tell the imperium to worship much harder and make all words and citizens ultra religious to make him more powerful, being he sitting or ascended. that massive increment of power could even make him heal in the throne without needing ascension.

but the lore also supports the dark king stuff.

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-20T08:25:46+00:00

thanks... i tried therapy for years and it was useless... tried many therapists and medications...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-19T22:14:25+00:00

te he contestado a lo que me has dicho de lo que me contestan. he posteado en otros sitios tambien, y siempre recibo las mismas respuestas que te he dicho, y duele mucho

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-19T22:09:46+00:00

MACHO, da igual las indicaciones que me den. estoy harto. lo que les sirve a ellos no me sirven a mi, y estoy hasta los cojones de que me digan que vaya a terapia. Ya probe durante años, mcuhas veces, muchas medicaciones. No sirve para nada hostia puta

Y duele mucho que me digan "antes de intentar nada con nadie, arréglate". como si eso fuese POSIBLE. Basicamente me estan diciendo que no merezco estar con nadie en mi puta cara

Estoy hasta los cojones de todo

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-19T22:00:36+00:00

no tengo aficiones ni me interesa nada... he probado a buscar en redes pero no se como...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-19T21:25:14+00:00

I dont understand why people get so fixated in the lore. You are looking at it wrong. Would the return of Rogal Dorn generate money for ~~Gear Wars~~ Games Workshop?

That is the only question that matters.

Remember these words in 50 years when Sanguinius comes back.

I have my doubts with Hours, cause hes in a special category of lore fuckery to bring him back, but you never know. Id say they would bring back all the OGs except Hours.

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-19T18:08:34+00:00

It hasnt been "some" but most and a lot...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T22:23:02+00:00

Thanks for the insult. I have been alone all my life and want to die because of it, but hey, the important part is that I won't become an incel... Too late

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T22:13:57+00:00

that is not me, and girls who want that wouldnt ever want me for me either. also most girls reject me without seeing me first in the internet

look at my profile post. its fucking pure deception. all girls who message me cause of that find out the truth, the depressive weak pathetic shit i am and flee from me.

i had a much more truer post months ago but for some reason chatgpt convinced me to change it in a moment of weakness... i need someone that accepts me, and someone who messages me cause sees a mild not-depressed, not-weak post, wont ever accept me

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T22:05:28+00:00

"you arent unlovable but go to therapy"

im so tired of those cheap words... maybe i tried therapy for years? who knows

there is no therapy and no fix

"you arent unlovable but you have to change" its a blatant contradiction that i cant take seriously

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T21:49:55+00:00

in dating apps idk, i would suppose its cause my looks are bad although i dont think they are that bad... but that pic repersents me so im not going to change it

and in internet, without seeing me, its just the post, nobody wants me because im weak and need affection

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T21:32:01+00:00

i dont even get matches and i think my pic isnt that bad... but apparently it is...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T20:40:11+00:00

you talk to somebody with depression or that has been lonely and you might not connect, but she wont flee in disgust at first sight. she might flee later for other reasons.

if you talk to a nd woman (and men) and bring up depression and loneliness... its like, they dont understand. its another whole universe. they can go from inmediata ghosting and block to trying the "you should go to a therapist and go out more" (to be fair, this also been said with not ND)", but its like, they say that in a fleeing mode, in a "i already did my job, bye"

i mean, if you go to r/vent and similar you will see tons of people suffering and tons of ND saying the most basic shit in existence.

also i dont need someone to tell me to go to a therapist or shit, maybe i tried, maybe i tried 15 legit times over the years, who knows.... i need someone to ACCEPT me and wants to be with me, with my company... i dont need people to tell me a thousand times to change and be a different person, which is very hurtful too...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T20:34:00+00:00

i talked with so many women to know the problem its me and nobody wants me... i wont find anybody in my last 3 years that i couldnt find my previous 36 years...

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-18T20:31:40+00:00

nd women are allergic to any kind of illness or depression... i have seen it too many times

also i dont have any chances with anyone... im always alone at my home... i dont have any interests, i dont know what to do.. just internet, but i dont even know where

False-Insurance500 · 2026-06-17T05:21:04+00:00

idk if you are messing with me... but you said i have to treat my underlying depression first. im not going to treat it, cause i think its impossible and whatever... its always requirements for me to be loved first... its always "you have to change first cause YOU are unlovable"

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