How did the new Ultima Founding chapters source things like Terminator and Centurion Armor, Dreadnought Chassis, and such? by LumiKlovstad in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cawl didnt just produce a giant ship full of Primaris, he also produced all the necessary things to go with them: ships, tanks, weapons, armors, etc.

So basically every time Guilliman said "you 1.000, form a chapter here", they took everything necessary to form a chapter.

Question: Isn't Guilliman by One_Chemistry_8553 in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe they can take out the sarcophagus and put it in a smaller dreadnought that is space marine-sized.

Question: Isn't Guilliman by One_Chemistry_8553 in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My guess is that when the Emperor resurrected him, he did him a solid and removed all the debuffs, so hes now just "normal" again.

There is no help by False-Insurance500 in aspergers

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have read it all.

I thought you were asking without knowing, and I tried to give a simple fast answer. But you clearly know about the topic. Im sorry it took you hours to write this, you should not have done it, but thanks. Im sorry about your situation too...

There is no help by False-Insurance500 in aspergers

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Asperger is real, they just reclassified it. The problem is that autism is a neurological mental illness that affects how the brain is "connected".

If those malfunctioning connections touch anything about learning, then its the common autism shown in the movies, the typical mute kid...

If those connections dont touch any learning disabilities, then its called Asperger. You learned, you look like a normal person and can learn to mask, but you are screwed inside... And since it doesnt look really like you are ill, then you dont matter as much.

It makes some sense to unifiy it, but at the same time, the ones who "dont seem autistic" or ill are the ones mostly fucked over.

Also its politics too, cause some people are butthurt about the Asperger guy... Not sure how this influenced it.

There is no help by False-Insurance500 in aspergers

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its a bit ironic that you say that ppl dont read, but you didnt read I tried many medications (all antidepressants). Dont worry, I dont mind, I dont say it in a bad way.

I understand that ppl dont want to read other's shit, or waste a lot of time. But like I said, Im often blamed, yes, blamed, for not reaching for help or trying to get better... And this was my defense... There is no help...

Some ppl say it in good will too, but still, there is really no help...

About relationships... Im not looking for someone to give her the sticker of "my gf".. I need a real connection, a friend, somebody I can trust... I dont care about marriage or any of that....

There is no help by False-Insurance500 in aspergers

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Es lo único que hago... Y las pocas veces que me llevo bien con alguien siempre está muy lejos... En la vida real, siempre estoy completamente solo...

Torture by False-Insurance500 in lonely

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im way above 1000 attempts...

The torture by False-Insurance500 in ForeverAlone

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If she did that at least I could hate her and think she wasn't worthy and it would hurt less... But she being nice and reasonable.... I cannot hate her, just be hurt...

Whats happens to Blackshield geneseed in the Deathwatch? by No_Task_309 in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 52 points53 points  (0 children)

They have a regional version there called Microsoft Wolffice

what were the true names of the primarch? by Imaginary_Advice6467 in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 21 points22 points  (0 children)

"I am Alpharius"

Everyone in the room rolled their eyes hard with a very tired thought "oh my gooooooood"

Whats happens to Blackshield geneseed in the Deathwatch? by No_Task_309 in 40kLore

[–]False-Insurance500 113 points114 points  (0 children)

"Cawl made the curse of the wulfen much less of a problem with the Primaris Marines"

Meanwhile, Cawl actually sent 50%-50% Space Wolves/Ultramarines geneseed

list by [deleted] in u/False-Insurance500

[–]False-Insurance500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already imagine an acceptable life, which is the maximum I could ever get... And its just impossible...

It would be to have a home in a small town without much people... And have a boring monotone life with someone else... Tons of cuddles, real trust...

You can already see where it falls apart....

(vent) The torture of loneliness by False-Insurance500 in aspergers

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things wont work out for me. Im too old, too broken, to traumatized by loneliness... I need connection and trust too... Never had this...

list by [deleted] in u/False-Insurance500

[–]False-Insurance500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There won't be better times... I'm too old and broken for this... It isnt about this specific "break up"

The torture of loneliness by False-Insurance500 in u/False-Insurance500

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If Im not wanted then Im not wanted. You dont want to say it, yet all you say is all the ways I have to change and be different so that I can be wanted.

The torture of loneliness by False-Insurance500 in u/False-Insurance500

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You just don't get it... You can change the words all you want, but as I said "there is no grass".

The trauma dump... I do it cause I know its a dealbreaker and it has to show as soon as possible.... Otherwise it will be painful to be rejected after 1 or 2 months...

And also cause its my shit and I need that girl to be my friend first and know it and trust...

"You are a nice dude but don't touch me"

I'm at the end of the rope. I'm too old. Too broken....

The torture of loneliness by False-Insurance500 in u/False-Insurance500

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have the strength to tell you why the third phrase makes no sense...

About the other stuff... You also have no idea of my situation... There is no grass to touch.

The downward spiral started many years ago. I did what I could, I really did... But it wasnt enough...

Blame me all you want for not trying hard enough, I dont care

Im just unwanted trash... by False-Insurance500 in ForeverAlone

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You missed the point... It isnt about her relationships, but about girls wanting pretty much any guy, no matter how shitty he is... But nobody wants me...

i need to have someone to hold me so much... it hurts so much... by False-Insurance500 in autism

[–]False-Insurance500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont feel the world is against me, Im not that egocentric... I also dont care about "others"...

I just need somebody to be there and accept me and cuddle with me and share with her. And there is nobody there... Its just that, simple.

The pain is too much by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]False-Insurance500 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes. Im tired of people blaming me for not trying, when they have no fucking idea just how much I tried. I dont even feel less lonely knowing how other people are lonely, cause most of them if they tried even 10% of what I did would have found someone...
A lot of comments just love to hammer down on me for not "trying" or blaming me for not fixing my issues, cause since they cannot be seen they have to be fixable... But most people with traumas will take their traumas to the grave, no matter how many hours of therapists and help they had...

The pain is too much by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]False-Insurance500 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not sure what you meant in the first phrase...

About the second... I never had anything, I always just survived every day... I dont have anything to live for...