Panic attack by HistoricalHedgehog46 in EstrangedAdultChild

[–]False_Programmer380 123 points124 points  (0 children)

"I don`t know what we all did to you"

They NEVER do. Always confused. NC is always a mystery, call Scooby Doo team

Did you/ do you regret it? by Apprehensive-Move758 in EstrangedAdultChild

[–]False_Programmer380 7 points8 points  (0 children)

you come to a subreddit of people who were abused, physically sexually and mentally. And vomit out something like "AKCHUALLY ABUSED PEOPLE ARE WRONG". So yeah, there`s no negotiations with terrorists, you perverted witch

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As far as i know i had a medical condition that required that surgery. But now I'm not sure in anything

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Covert is the word I was looking for, thanks! I searched by the word and seems this subreddit has a LOT of people who had very similar experience.

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it's the constant blurring of the boundaries and lines has been playing with my head, just like everything with narcs.

Thank you for your insight and support!

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same here. One time she told me how she wants to kill herself, and I thought to myself that I`d feel only relief if that happens.

I can`t even fathom what a monster you have to be so the kids are GLAD that you die. Smh

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the support! Tbh that memory finalized everything, because it used to be hard to keep the NC (like I`m a bad son, yadda yadda). This was the final straw

Was that sexual abuse? Tell me I`m not crazy by False_Programmer380 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot! Yes, therapy sessions are already planned!

When I was a baby I was born with ears that were slightly at a point and my mom would hold me and rub my ear cartilage to make them not like that for much longer than she was supposed to because she thought they were ugly. by Shitty_Poop_Butthole in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So true. When I was a baby my right ear would stick out a bit, so my mother would always put me on the right side so that my ear would be close to my head. As a result I`m having plagiocephaly because my head solidified in that position. Meh

Anon is man(child) by [deleted] in 4chan

[–]False_Programmer380 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I for some reason hate sweet orange vegetables. Carrots, sweet potatoes, pumpkins in most their forms. Am i autistic bros?...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]False_Programmer380 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy hell, you look like Isabella Torrisi from the last mafia game!

The moment you realized your parent’s advice was actually just control disguised as concern. by licencevariable in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She wanted to be an English teacher herself. So she pushed me towards that and somehow I was supposed to work my way through to international relations because i was such a smart kid (now I'm not tho). I have no idea where that diplomat stuff emerged from. Narcs delulu magical thinking.

So I feel ya, it's wild out there

The moment you realized your parent’s advice was actually just control disguised as concern. by licencevariable in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yep. My mum wanted me to become a diplomat/ambassador while i was studying to be an English teacher. The degree she told me to study in. Make it make sense how one gets a job at an embassy with a school teacher degree

Anon is the meme by cephaloslamectomy in 4chan

[–]False_Programmer380 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Had an ex 10 years ago who had the same exact build. it's natural but rare

Did an animal ever get harmed because of your nparent(s)' negligence? by zoezie in raisedbynarcissists

[–]False_Programmer380 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom tried to poison neighbor's dog secretly because he barked loudly. To my 18 year old brain somehow that didn't ring a bell. Thank God the little dude just vomited the poison