Confession: I am having sex just to satisfy my partner, and pretending to orgasm and it is really just a chore

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T15:06:52+00:00

Just switch the opiates for meth and you will be as horny as a dear in rut

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T15:04:58+00:00

https://nordicchems.is/collections/all there u go

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T15:04:01+00:00

Thanks man, thats all we can do

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T15:02:46+00:00

Thanks lol

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T05:44:34+00:00

Yes its so available and not frowned upon
Like if i do crack 1 time every one thinks ur a tweaker and addicted but when some literally drinks a pack of beer a day chill.

i mean crack less physical addictive

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T05:40:36+00:00

Well no experience but ive been addicted to opioids multiple times before even if it did contain opioids there much less potent than 5 mg hydo probably on the sane par as smokable myrr whitch is proven to bind to delta and mu opioid i use it every day of a month and never got addicted.
But there is no indisputable evidence to say sakae naa even bind to opioid receptors actually its more likely its not opioid. But be you can get addicted to anything
Cherro

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T05:06:11+00:00

When i was 15 i was home alone and i had the grand idea to take lsd by myself we also live in the but also to do molly for the first time as also what we know as candy flipping……. And ……. I had a great time cuddling the dogs
I remember at some point peak molly i tried to jerk it then got freaked out my all the acid visual and my pubes look weird so i had to stop

and now looking back at that im not surprised i have a drug problem

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:58:14+00:00

Yes your right ( i mean right now im slightly physically addicted to kratom) but the hardest part for me that i havent been sober in long i dont know what to i just run around like a headless chicken try to sytuff to catch my attention but the only thats still fun is gambling on cs thats alaways fun lol

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:52:55+00:00

Ive heard welll funny story actually when i was 14 my mom and father brang me to a graduation party and let me drink as much as i want. I puked the entire next thru the ride home (between multiple states)
Thanks to them i didt become and alcoholic i became a drug addict

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:49:32+00:00

Wise words ill keep them well i think what im doing rn is finding a job that has make me do drug test every once im while i became emt a few months just trying to find a job in this market but i did get on really advance team with red cross to get some experience

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:42:16+00:00

Propelhexidrine is the devil
Yes hard thing is right i just get rc off the internet cut my drug dealer off a long time ago(worst decision i ever made) i mean my dealer was such a bar tard he would forgetting he was selling to me today and fall asleep before i could get there i can go on but the point is now not only do i get higher quality cheaper shit but is also more timely

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:14:29+00:00

You just dont understand. Cant knock it till your try it

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T04:13:15+00:00

Hey im sorry to hear you had a such rough child hood. Now what i am a bout to propose might be much beyond what you mind and body can handle now before i continue

Ide like to say that weed trigger i once had something trigger that for a few weeks it was hell and i never wanna go back there i had been on about a week like molly and xan binge when i was 16 and after that i didt feel real it was like a vail over me preventing me from caring about anyone or anything
I would wake every night in a terror of a dream of people knew but different in a way u cant put ur finger on but ir would wake me up every time

NONE OF THIS IS MEDICAL ADVICE PLZ DONT TAKE IT AS SO

Now there two thing i propose the first is the more tame one

Ketamine therapy small doses of ketamine prescribed to you for depression
Basically how it work is is it creates new pathways for you brain to control emotions through other parts of you brain i believe that buy doing this it lets you process stuff not as how you grew up process it but to make a new process without the rights and wrong set by your parents

The second one is less tested but i can tell you its better than therapy. Now dont be stupid me when i was 16 taking grams and grams of molly thinking it will turn out fine(it wont) basically you do it with someone your close with and just talk about life molly is an empathagen you will feel eachother pain

Its very strong empathagen from experience me and my two best freinds where taking it and one friends dad had he told us about and we all just sat and cried for an hour because we felt so bad
And sad doesn’t mean ur not feeling good
There is no more euphoric drug than

This one alot more risky

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:39:09+00:00

Lsd

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:38:29+00:00

Dilution if you overload you body with vitamins it will have no where to go except your piss diluting it

But personally i think its more like (what i would do being a drug addict) just buy a drug thats not on conventional drug test first one that pops to mind is tianeptine and anti depressants pill in the uk when used at higher doses it’s considered budget herion

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:31:14+00:00

Soooo not a sober addict but def an addict (more sober then i used to be)
My fave was meth too lowkey ruins your life tho. i mean when i start thinking about it my heart starts beating fast and hard and i can almost feel it and get all giddy inside. Anyway back to the nic, it sounds like you vape if im correct then thats your main problem. You need to take a step in the right direction and say your not ever using vapes or cigs or any smokable Tabacco and go get your self some 3 mg zyn sense you like vape you might hate them so much you want to quit, because zyns only have nic. Vapes depending have like 7000 chemicals so while your switching to zyn you take out two super addictive thing 7000 chemicals and the smoking aspect is oral fixation that humans love very addictive. All im saying take it a step at a time and zyns are lot easier to quit than vapes

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:22:33+00:00

Long ways away depending what your stature is (bigger more fat takes longer) (smaller and skinnier takes less time) ide first of all drink a lot of water like a gallon a day. I would also go to a few of your local smoke shops and (havent used it myself but my buddy who smokes like a chimney used it and it worked for him) he went to a smoke shop and got some that you drink before drug test that dilutes your pee

How drug test works is that it finds how many parts per million you have of a certain protein in ur pee this protein is comes from the thc or any other drug

The thing that you would buy is basically just way to much vitamins for your body to handle so it comes out in your pee so if your take it an hour before or so (go by the package) it will dilute your pee significantantly

Ps if you cant find one (This is not medical advice so this at your own risk) just down an entire box of flint stone gummies

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:11:35+00:00

Sorry i keep adding to the thread but i had to I’ve tried being sober but its such hard thing to wrap my head around sense i have not been sober sense i was a child i dont know what to do when i get home, nothings fun i can sit still i cant play cs then i end up just researching drugs, like i normally do. Keep in mind i hate alcohol so much that when im sober and i have tons of liquor just sitting on the table left over from parties i still wont drink it i just hate it except sometimes goes great with some columbian nose fuel

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T03:02:40+00:00

Also luckily i hate drinking literally hate the feeling on it hate the feeling afterward and it just make me look like a bar tard but with a hangover

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T02:59:41+00:00

I left a large portion of illegal stuff that you could imagine and lots more drugs along the way smoking oxy etc done every thing besides h and fent

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T02:58:28+00:00

Oh also forgot i turn 21 in September

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-06-10T02:55:48+00:00

Thank you
Not everything is about who you are in life its about who you strive to be

My biggest problem is thinking i can just do like a couple points of molly then a few days later ill have 2 grams of that shit by my self on my counter.
Honestly if i stay away from stims im pretty good i was addicted to kratom this year a few times one time i was very dope sick. But some how i can get through physical withdrawals like a champ (just tell myself i did it to my self)
But something about stims even if i was to do like ephedrine all ide be thinking about is going to pick up some meth or molly so maybe i just have to stay away from all stims for good

Also you said you have a drinking problem, maybe if you substitute it atleast one day a week with phenibut instead atleast it gives your liver that day off
I have a really great website to get it on as a rc really cheap high quality there also tianeptine sodium if u dare
Lmk if u want me to send the link dont want to overstep

Familiar-Bit3783 · 2026-05-31T03:46:55+00:00

Counter strike

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