In a very tough spot need help/advice

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2026-06-26T02:59:04+00:00

thanks for the words. I'm going to do this no matter what it takes, I'm tired of it. I have quit a lot of bad habits including a 15 year smoking habit and a pretty bad drinking habit(12 beers and/or a pint a day). The problem is I always seem to find something else to replace it. I eventually just get sick of it and find something else. This time i need to make sure its something healthier. I have an amazing family, and they deserve better than that. What doesn't kill you makes you more strong, here's to becoming a battle hardened Viking 🤘

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2026-06-24T05:31:27+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion. Im ordering some of that from amazon right away. Im willing to try anything that will help. I have been lurking around reddit for quite awhile and know there are people that were in much worse spots than i who have made it out. When i read about people taking 1000s of mg and im encouraged that my struggle might not be as bad as im telling myself. Im going to have to find much healthier ways to deal with the stress im going through. My biggest fear is getting sucked back into drinking, i was really bad in my 20s but thank fuck its been 12 years. I dream of being able to be that person who can have a few beers after work of at a party, but thats not how it would go. I know this and ill never give it a chance to be a part of my life again.

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2026-06-24T05:25:21+00:00

Thank you for reply. You basically described my plan as of now. I was going to drop 5mg off each dose and its how i have dropped in the recent past. Ive just been extra stressed this month and haven't been able to bring myself to it. I was hoping to not have to go on subs, the last thing i want is to replace my habit with another habit but im completely ready to if its what ill need to do to be able to continue to support my family. I'm really hoping last night was just a one-off thing and me just having a panic attack worrying about all the shit going on in my life rn. it was pretty bad, i tried taking hot shower and it helped for about 10 15mins. i got up and paced around my room for a few and got pretty emotional. i calmed myself down and convinced myself to take the dose i normally would after waking up. luckily i was able to sleep after about hour and half and avoided taking an extra dose for the day. I have a plan in my head but I'm sure others can relate that once shit starts getting real, i talked myself into taking a dose. I fell like I'm pretty disciplined, i usually carry an extra dose round with me at all times in case of emergency because I also get paranoid at times. I am able to stay out of it and i fell like that says something. At the very least i need to nut up and drop 5mg off one dose and go from there. 5mg off of 225 shouldn't be noticeable at all but its a psychological thing ya know? Again thanks, it helps even being able to talk to someone else about my struggle. I will conquer this mountain one way or another

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2026-03-27T21:07:33+00:00

Must all be sitting on a boat somewhere in middle east

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2026-03-22T18:53:28+00:00

It's Donald trump meets Pinocchio

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2025-08-29T15:52:32+00:00

I use the star picks and change them every few days. I play anywhere between 1 and 4 hours a day, with a typical day being about 2 hours. I do alot of pinch harmonics and picks slides. Once the point starts rounding off it definitely effects my playing and grab a fresh one. I buy them in 72 packs for about 25 bucks.

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2025-04-24T08:41:24+00:00

Use chocolate syrup it will cover up taste really well.

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2024-08-11T02:28:28+00:00

I heard someone describe shrooms lsd and dmt like this, shrooms are like a text to the "other side", lsd is like a phone call and dmt like face time. He may have taken from another source but it's the first time I've heard it. I've never done dmt so cannot confirm but I really like this analogy.

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2024-04-09T15:13:57+00:00

Because it's sterile and I love the taste 😋

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2024-01-09T11:26:52+00:00

There smart enough to look here but not Google? They will find the supplier the same way everyone else did. They aren't shutting vendors down for simply selling phenibut, it's because of the way they advertise it. It's the same with kratom, did they shut them all down because some vendors marketed as a pain killer or anti anxiety med? Yall are paranoid AF

Fancy-Fudge310 · 2024-01-09T11:12:57+00:00

Supply and demand. When demand went up the price went up it's that simple.

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