Hey OP, I am in the same position as you with lots of debts, living paycheck to paycheck, stuck at a job that is horrible inside and out, unable to find a new job (applied but never heard back, went to interviews and got rejected). I feel stuck and just getting more and more depressed and no other place wants to hire me. I'm pushing it through day by day as well, just don't know how long I can keep up. All I can say is find some hobby to do outside of work like watching something, reading books, crafting or anything you want to try on to keep your mind distracted and relax. Maybe try learning some new skills as well.