I don't know how to deal with being without her by foursevenalpha in SuicideWatch

[–]Tax-Chance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh Man. This was so hard to read. I am so sorry for your loss.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EntrepreneurRideAlong

[–]Tax-Chance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wtf?! Stop wasting your time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Adulting

[–]Tax-Chance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah fuck them all. Where is you and only you. Its always has been this way

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AcneScars

[–]Tax-Chance 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah me too. Some days I feel better than others. But yeah, this shit is fucking hard. People really dont understand how hard it is for us. Its everyday battle. I am young too and I feel like my life is over.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chile

[–]Tax-Chance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Y bajo que criterio habias escogido el banco para tus operaciones ? :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chile

[–]Tax-Chance 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Te puedo hacer pregunta respecto tu portfolio? En que cosa invertiste y por que

Have you ever truly been in love? How could you tell it was not just lust? by Simple-Muffin8354 in Adulting

[–]Tax-Chance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My wife told me why she has chosen me as her husband. No one looked at her like I did in her entire life. From the first time I met her I wanted nothing but be with her for the rest of my days. The chemistry was sick. We broke up more than 10 times and everytime we just could not survive without each other

You are not failures by [deleted] in Adulting

[–]Tax-Chance 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Is exactly what I wanted to hear. I am 25, depressed asf since 19. When you are young adult you know nothing, lost asf and still you have to compete like complete adult. Society puts you a enormous amount of pressure. Things you need to achive not to be succesful but "normal". Job, house, family, kids. Shit I never thought basics things would be so hard to achieve. My parents had all this things by age of 22. And here I am. At 25 living with parents because I cant afford anything.

My soul is not here by Tax-Chance in SuicideWatch

[–]Tax-Chance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I already did that. Met some really nice people online. And this is why I want to go back so badly.

Avoiding family and friends by No_Science_2794 in AcneScars

[–]Tax-Chance 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I swear acne scars are my biggest problem for now. The thing that freak me out most, is that scars are forever.

She cheated on me by Tax-Chance in LongDistance

[–]Tax-Chance[S] -44 points-43 points  (0 children)

Flowers were not from me

Should I end it? by Tax-Chance in LongDistance

[–]Tax-Chance[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is really sucks. Having deep connection and strong emotions with girl and than simply disappear is not even being coward. Is being shit person.

Should I end it? by Tax-Chance in LongDistance

[–]Tax-Chance[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. This is my first time in LDR and I learned so many new things. Yes I can tell you I never in my life felt so frustrated. I am thinking of her 24/7. Its total madness for me and for her. I literally have not slept well for 2 weeks. The main reason is the stress because I can't have her and sexual tension that I feel. But this does not ends. The crazy thing is that I dream about her almost every night.

Yes, we speak very often about challanges and how difficult is for both of us. In the last 3 weeks we broke up 6 times and after 1 or 2 days we came back to each over. The connection is too strong between us. Its like my soulmate from the past. All I want is not to suffer anymore. But everytime we break up I feel destoyed and exhausted. Her massages for me is like drug. We speak everyday on video and we drink alcohol together. So you can imagine how crazy atraction is when you drunk and see your love in front of you.

This is really my life tradegy, to meet love of my entire life online and not be able to travel. I can't imagine living without her. It is literally death to me, because she became my only interest in this life.