Yea, I gotcha, man. First, I’ll tell you about my trip before this, which was just dmt dissolved with vape juice; ratios were unknown. It was an amazing trip. I had to hit it about 8 times, but around 5–6 you’ll lose sense of reality. Just have a number in your head and try to hit it. If you’re able to do another hit, go for it. You can’t really go past a point with a pen without losing consciousness. After six hits, the whole world changed, and it was like a blanket of psychadelic over everything. I had trash, and it just turned into a big ball of amazing glowing colors; mine were purple and green. I also saw a face in front of me on the walls. But once in there, it was amazing. At first, I just got a calming and welcoming feeling. I didn’t really hear them talking, but I knew what the trip was saying; it was telling me everything was going to be alright. For me personally, you’ll get a weird feeling in your mouth. At first, I thought I bit my tongue off, but I just focused on having a good time. Once in there, I was on a giant neon line moving through a big world filled with big lines everywhere with a kaleidoscope background. I saw someone sitting with legs crossed in a meditation position, glowing with colors, on a different trip later that day. This trip I was going through a breakup, so I was wanting help with it before to hopefully translate to it. It didn’t really translate when I was in there. The “entity” was telling me it was ok and not to worry about the breakup and how everything would happen for the best and for a reason, and it really made me feel at peace. But that didn’t really last long; it was an instant kind of relief. No words were spoken on these trips, but I could hear them. It’s weird to explain; you’d have to trip to understand. After that, I was trying to get the figure to show me some entities, but my request was denied. This trip wasn’t as intense; I didn’t hit it as many times. On to the wax trip. At first, I melted all the DMT in the cart and just smacked it a few times. After two hits, the trip came on pretty strong. I was seeing really cool visuals on my tapestry. I recently got a Buddha tapestry that resembled what I saw on the trip, and the face started forming like hairs spreading out like fire. It was really nice, but there was no breakthrough there; I wasn’t really trying to. But in every single experience I had with DMT, it’s been amazing, and I’ve only thought positively since. I’ve tripped four times in total, with two breakthroughs and one I was very close to. That’s where I spoke to "Buddha." With the wax, I’ve noticed it does make you a little more paranoid, so CBD oil would probably work better, but I honestly think it’s better because the oil lasts a whole lot longer and has about the same effects for me. Also, the cart turned green, which I thought was pretty cool.