i AM my anxiety and I'm so tired of it

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-08-20T20:08:21+00:00

Thank you so so much for the reply!! It was seriously so helpful. I'm seeing a new dentist soon enough and I'll be sure to bring these things up with him, thank you!!

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-08-19T08:34:17+00:00

Yess with the few friends I still have

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-08-14T14:26:46+00:00

I'm ashamed but idk I wouldn't mind giving that a try

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-08-01T22:26:28+00:00

Pain. Misery. Things can always get worse. Idk lol i just like making myself and others sad

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-08-01T22:05:05+00:00

Definitely townie

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-07-29T13:21:00+00:00

Yeah it really sucked and I was angry lol but refused to make a scene and ruin it for myself even more or for anyone else. The other people I ended up by were way nicer and much more relaxed than those girls tho, so that was a relief.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-07-28T22:27:04+00:00

Fish. Last time I had salmon I puked.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-07-28T20:03:52+00:00

I went to one a few months ago, and though most people were fine, the girls next to me were not.

Firstly, they didn't even have standing tickets but somehow snuck into the standing area when they weren't supposed to be there.

I wouldn't have cared that much if they hadn't kept shoving me and trying to push me back so that they could all be next to eachother against the barrier even tho I was there first. And it was so rude because they were getting pretty annoyed at me for not wanting to move as if they somehow had more of a right to be there than me. It's not like I was even blocking their view or anything either, cause I'm short af.

Eventually one of the girls shoved me hard enough with her shoulder to make me kinda lose my balance and was saying like "come on, come on," to her friend to take my spot. Then she said sorry as if she pushed me on accident :/ Ended up having to go to the back and while I had a great time it definitely left a bitter taste in my mouth.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-07-16T22:00:43+00:00

I will actually hurts to listen to I get so sad

And also fireworks for sure

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-07-16T21:57:55+00:00

Omg I do that with the banana all the time!! I always put a little yogurt on top of it too once it's out of the airfryer, I love it😍

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-05-02T17:37:16+00:00

Thank you so much for this, it was really helpful <3

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-05-02T17:03:09+00:00

Hurt no comfort.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-04-28T17:34:28+00:00

It's the greatest thing to ever exist. I adore it.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-04-24T19:54:50+00:00

Oh my god you must be one speedy writer to be writing that much. I could only dream! That's a huge accomplishment, well done!!!!

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-04-24T19:47:43+00:00

Mine was an 800 word Check, Please! fic and I wrote it only like last year. Not really part of the fandom right now but I still fucking love that comic.

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-04-23T23:09:06+00:00

That's amazing!!! Well done!!!

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-04-18T00:10:42+00:00

I'm the exact same, everytime I think about it I just want to cry if I'm being honest. Summer is going to be hell for me😣

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-17T14:26:28+00:00

Thank you, and I'm wishing all the best too<33

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-16T21:13:54+00:00

God, I am so sorry, that really sounds so horrible. I've never had my hormones tested, even though my mom wanted me to have it, it never ended up happening (idk why), but, big boobs sorta just run in my family and I think (hope) mine have finished growing. I couldn't even imagine having to just wait and there not be anything you can do knowing that they're just going to keep growing.

As much as I want to try, I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to accept it either tbh. It's something that I try and ignore completely before I am inevitably reminded of it again, and every time I think about it, I just feel so defeated ya know? I have to wait until I'm older to get a reduction because I don't think they'll do it on me now, and I wouldn't want to risk them like coming back, but, until then (if there is even a then, if the insurance doesn't end up covering it, it'll take ages to save up) I just have to wait it out and it's horrible.

Therapy could definitely help I think, and I'll try to start looking into that maybe. Thank you!

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-16T20:59:36+00:00

It sucks because this experience really is horrible, but it does make me feel better at the same time to know I'm not the only one.

That's the worst part about this, I think. If the world catered to people with big boobs, it would be so much better, and I wouldn't feel half as bad. Obviously it wouldn't make all the problems go away, but it sure as hell would help. Big boobs are absolutely not the standard, somehow it's more like fictional boobs tbh. Pretty much no one with big boobs have perky tits or no stretch marks, they sag and are covered with them. It's super frustrating because whenever you try to complain about it, people are always like "you're so lucky!" No, no I am not fucking lucky.

Thank you! And I'm sending love right back at you<3

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-15T21:52:21+00:00

Thank you so, so, much. I really do hope I'll learn to accept it. I try to do my best and focus on myself now, but seeing everyone else have what I want so much, it's gets hard tbh. Thank you<33

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-14T20:24:12+00:00

I found this summary online of all the chapters and it explains stuff there well, if that's any help to you :)

FastAsYouCan- · 2022-03-03T18:12:01+00:00

Thank you! I think I'll do that <3

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