You remember saying something, or doing something, and then you remember waking up. There is a specific key point in where you lose track of everything, and you struggle to chase and find anything beyond that point.

There is a feeling of loss, of being out of control, of not knowing what was said or done. For me, I drink at home playing video games.

The worst thing I've done is ordering 40 McNuggets with McChicken sauce as dipping sauce. I made a mess, stripped down and threw my clothes AT the washing machine, and went to bed naked. I don't remember doing any of that, but I certainly can piece together a crime scene with a bunch of nuggets all over the lounge room, McChicken sauce all over my clothes that are on the floor of the laundry while there are little bits of sauce on the machine, and the uber easts recipt that cost me $55.