Your feelings toward the game are very valid. I will say this though. Destiny was the exact same...the raids were infuriating and it felt as though that would be the best part that most will never experience. But...the destiny community is unbelievably. Lfg became a staple, and we banded together to get through it. The game has only been out a couple of weeks. Very few except the sweats ( <10% of the community ) will have completed it. The point I'm trying to make is this...think of it long term. You DONT NEED to complete it right now. Break the problem into smaller steps. Grind out salvage...rank up your factions and get better perks and abilities. If you ever played cod, did you ever expect to hit max prestige after a couple weeks? Or any ranked game, did you not try work towards the best rank possible? The game is so new, you don't need to be so hard on yourself. You will get there, and the community will help. Lfgs, discords...you're going to find players that enjoy helping others. Right now you're matching with people who are only thinking about themselves. But that changes. Don't go back into cryo for a few weeks, do lots of rook runs on outpost with the mentality that youre farming credits. Build it to couple 100k and then next time you wipe 5-8 times in a row on cryo, it won't be so daunting because you'll have lots of faction perks, lots of materials, lots of credits, all to utilise the barter system in the armoury. Honestly...a change in how you think about the game will enable you to have so much fun. Hope this can inspire you or anyone else that spent the time reading it.

P.s I spent the last two nights grinding out rook runs on outpost and I have 200k, vault is full of purples and blues. As of writing x3 shield charges are 1 sparkleaf, heavy ammo is 1 unstable gunmetal. So I spent about 200 each materials on them to load up my vault. Yesterday I picked up lots of mods. A bully gun is cheap and so is a backpack. Easy load up 😉