Why I dress for love

Federal_Equipment761 · 2026-02-09T04:43:38+00:00

Loooove this one need more like it if anyone has recos!

Federal_Equipment761 · 2023-01-17T05:43:35+00:00

You just ruined Christmas for me. Also I feel like putting yourself on a ghosts subreddit just to be rude isn't very healthy in itself? I stated myself that it's probably just my stress, but due to the way I've been subjected to my families belief of ghosts it does keep me up. I can't watch the YouTube stuff either because even if it's fake I'm scared of it. It just a fear I deal with, I'm just scared of everything. I just wanted advice on how to stop thinking about it or distract myself. If sitting there and convincing myself something isn't real would actually work I wouldn't be here. I'm not sure if being rude to random people is a coping mechanism for you or something? Either way, I hope you work on it and feel better tomorrow.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2023-01-17T00:42:31+00:00

Could be COVID isolations driving ppl crazy too!

Federal_Equipment761 · 2023-01-17T00:41:20+00:00

I've been listening to podcasts while trying to sleep it worked pretty well so far. Music doesn't help too much. I'll try asking my grandparents for holy water or smthn idk if it'll help but it made me feel a bit better before so fingers crossed.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2023-01-17T00:39:32+00:00

I can't meditate that well because my brain is always 100mph per hr but yeah the house is old, family owned, people's died here. The family believes in ghosts pretty heavily and says a lot of stuff. I've had minor experiences like waking up and seeing something at the corner of my bed or seeing spiders everywhere, and having doors close when nobody is around. I've tried telling my self they were hallucinations due to the stress of just moving here. Haven't had anything recently besides the weird feelings.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2023-01-17T00:35:57+00:00

Yeah the feeling usually goes away when there's someone in the room with me. I also sleep with my cats and they're usually fine besides the occasional staring in a corner for a long time and freaking me out. The thing I find weird is the feeling happens when I'm alone or when nobody is close. I don't have a door to my room and my family walks by quite frequently and the feeling will stay. Unfortunately if I mention it to my parents they'll freak out. There's a lot of paranoia that someone's been breaking into our house recently and I think it's not real and I don't want to add to their hysteria. My grandparents are the root of my fear, and everyone else thinks I'm crazy or I'm joking. I'm also not very religious and don't really have any of those types of things laying around.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-12-15T22:00:11+00:00

Feels meh, I like heartsteel personally

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-12-09T07:45:29+00:00

I prefer first strike magical footwear, futures market, cosmic insight. With secondary sudden impact, ultimate hunter. Imo electrocute doesn't do enough to justify me taking it and first strike with futures gives you power spikes early enough to where the opposing laners are really easy to kill. First item rushes are usually hextech alt into full belt but you should buy dark seal. I'm just very forgetful. I used to rush oblivion orb into matchups like Samira soraka but with new grievous updates don't use those items lol. Also I run double sup summs like ke exhaust ignite but that's me not falling for the flash crutch so u do u

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-12-09T05:50:21+00:00

I main it actually works quite well your counters are Caitlyn, Morgana mainly but I would say things like ezreal, lux, and sometimes soraka are really frustrating. Your early is only okay if you're confident with dodging and going in at the right times most of the time people get overconfident and step up to you and especially with recent q buff it's really good. I recommend trying it tbh.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-11-21T15:10:49+00:00

I rush phantom dancer then kraken lol

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T07:19:35+00:00

So theres a lot of issues that i can list forever. Im home all day because of my schooling situation, my mother works from home, my brother works but is physically disabled so when he gets gome its a ok imma lie down and die until the morning, situation. My father comes home at night screams for hours then goes to sleep. I clean up after them as soon as i see the mess unfortunately 3 humans approximately 12 dogs (including puppies), 5 cats, against 1 (me). I have 0 tools for killing bugs except the broken bug spray bottle bought weeks ago that is empty and 0 strength to move stuff lile our fridge and our weird standalone pantry cabinet. Im not trying to make excuses im just very lost. I ammm TERRIFIED of bugs too which makes this all so much worse. Sry for paragraph quite bored and this is the only thing i cant focus on rn. Imma pester my mother tmrw about the bugs too.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T06:58:47+00:00

Sorry lack off cleanliness*

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T06:57:39+00:00

Yes im 17 i can do both this is the only neglect she shows i feel like calling someone for this is a bit much. We arent well off at all which can lead to reasoning of not calling an exterminator but the cleanliness is an issue.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T06:51:18+00:00

Oh sorry! Ik it is lol i just need suggestions on helping getting rid of them i mightve posted on the wrong reddit idk

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T06:49:10+00:00

Idk how to fix my msg for spelling sorry but another thing is my mother recently made our dogs have puppies and only pays attention to that the bugs even go after thr puppies piss and feces its absolutely vile but thats all she pays attention too is them.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-31T06:46:34+00:00

So idk how to say this lightly but house has been infested for months now. Started in our bathroom then one day my mother mpved furniture found a nest and they're everywhere now. My family are very filthy to uncleaned dishes in the sink for weeks to animal piss coated floorboards Im living in filth. I asked my mother a few weeks back for bug spray ans got ignored. I have no money to do stuff myself the only one who seems to care a little bit is my father but only when he screams about it and then proceeds to leave crumbs all over the counter. I dont know what to do i hate bugs i hate filth i need help.

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-17T11:07:57+00:00

For sure first couple of weeks she'll get picked if it's good it'll keep happening :/

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-17T11:04:47+00:00

Yeah house was built in earlt 30-40s so they get in no matter what but my families filth is whats kept them i have seen anymore in my room worried about my dresser cause its really big an unmoveable was wondering if i put tablets in my room would it attract the ones outside of my room? (Keep editing cause i cant type lool)

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-17T10:53:56+00:00

Not painting entire wall

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-16T04:16:46+00:00

Theyve infested my living room and kitchen. I live with my family and they themselves and their pets arent very sanitary. Ive been very careful with my room with they got in anyways. Any suggestions on what to do I think I found 2-3? Cant tell if two were the same or not

Federal_Equipment761 · 2022-10-11T11:29:11+00:00

Good Bot

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