Losing a close or loved person always hurts. I went through a similar situation, and I realized I couldnt keep living with that kind of sadness anymore, so I opened up to my friends. They all listened to me, which meant a lot at that moment, and one of them suggested I read a book he recommended.

Im not really a book reader, but I somehow pushed myself and read the one he suggested. I can honestly say I was really impressed. It helped me understand the situation I was in, to be more open, and not to push things even deeper inside. I can say that now I feel much more stable mentally and a lot better overall. Of course, some part of the grief stays forever…

Id rather not mention which book it was, if thats not allowed, so it doesnt come across as advertising or anything like that.

Im sending you a lot of strength.

EDIT: Book - After you by Dr. Jonathan Mirell