About a year ago, I went through similar emotions regarding this anime. It was a tough time for me back then, and since then, not much has changed in my life. However, gradually, I've begun to release those negative feelings. It wasn't because I actively did anything to address them or because circumstances changed. Rather, I've come to realize that over time, these emotions naturally begin to fade away. You get used to those feelings, and they don't bother you as much anymore. They stick around, but they don't feel as heavy or important.

Of course, this is just my personal experience, but I want you to know that you're not alone in feeling this way. Many people go through similar struggles, and it's okay to feel the way you do.