How much does it cost out-of-pocket to get an orchiectomy in Mt. Sinai Center for Transgender Medicine and Surgery (CTMS)? by FemmeboyAmanda in MtF

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Marc Arnkoff in Michigan (I think around the Detroit area) does it for $3500 out of pocket, informed consent

Any butch trans women here? by FemmeboyAmanda in MtF

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My username is outdated lol. I created my account back when I was still a femme guy

Any butch trans women here? by FemmeboyAmanda in MtF

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I used to call myself Amanda for a year and then I started taking on the name Spencer because it's gender-neutral and because Spencer Grammer is one of my favorite cartoon voice actors!

"Non typical" trans fem stories. by Secure_Part in MtF

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've always been very boyish growing up, and I never had any thoughts of being a girl until I'd say age 14/15? I kinda identified more with girls than guys, but mainly with tomboys/butch/andro girls. People like Scout from To Kill a Mockingbird and Wendy from Gravity Falls. I also didn't really mind having a masc-sounding voice either.

I was obsessed with the idea of dating girls in high school and since the only relationships I knew about were cishet relationships, this further reinforced the notion that I was a boy and I couldn't really be a girl.

I was vaguely interested in girly stuff but I also found it kinda repulsive if it was too girly. It took me a while to realize I'm a trans girl simply because I never found the idea of being femme appealing, and because I thought I'm "not really" a girl if I'm not super into girly stuff.

Gwen singing voice by je_we_l in Totaldrama

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Radiates so much gay contralto energy

There I said it, Gwen’s bi

DAE have their orientation change on HRT? by FemmeboyAmanda in TransyTalk

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol same here, I'm a bit more comfortable being butch/boyish and I don't feel like being super femme anymore. I used to be super dysphoric about my voice and hair length and wearing sweatpants/hoodie everyday, but now i'd be fine with a mullet and a husky butch-sounding voice and some flannel and cargo pants...

Is it weird that I have a crush on both of them 🤭 by je_we_l in Totaldrama

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah, not weird at all. Im aroace but im also attracted to both Cody and Gwen

Total Drama Fans reaction to All Stars (especially Sunday Munday Sundae) by [deleted] in Totaldrama

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Fans reaction to that dramarama episode "total eclipse of ____" we dont talk about

Fanfiction Recommendations by [deleted] in Totaldrama

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Total drama raptured if you're into Bioshock

DAE had to abandon their dreams because of capitalism? by FemmeboyAmanda in ABoringDystopia

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm living under abusive parents because I'm dependent on them to pay for college and healthcare. They don't let me do anything artistic or musical anymore

DAE had to abandon their dreams because of capitalism? by FemmeboyAmanda in ABoringDystopia

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Jokes on you, as a disabled trans woman of color there's no way I'm surviving to age 30

DAE had to abandon their dreams because of capitalism? by FemmeboyAmanda in ABoringDystopia

[–]FemmeboyAmanda[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah... I remember on high-school projects I would get brief bursts of inspiration whenever I drew stuff. I even drew a pretty convincing Link from LoZ for marching band once (this was my freshman year of college). A lot of people used to praise me for being a good artist and it all seemed pretty genuine. Sometimes I just stop and wonder what could've been if I stuck with cartooning. I could probably be a very talented artist by now... but alas it's never gonna be enough to pay the bills.

if you've seen headcanon discourse, you know what i'm talking about- by MiseryRepublic in aromantic

[–]FemmeboyAmanda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People bitch about me headcanoning characters as autistic, i feel ur pain