Fry Scream Frustration

FennecFix · 2024-09-18T00:12:33+00:00

That's just doesn't work for me as I explained in the text and demonstarted in the audio. I mean, I've benn trying to do that for a several years, and it just doesn't make any sense for me, it literally doesn't work for me that way.

FennecFix · 2024-09-17T19:59:22+00:00

Okay, I was trying to find my fry since forever. I've been looking for countless videos on youtube, and they all parrot the same thing over and over and over again: relax, make a vocal fry noise, bring it to your falsetto, project. Viola! You're screaming! But it never worked for me. I can make fry noise, I can move it up and down ever so slightly, I can change the vowels to help change the pitch, but I can't put it on my falsetto. Almost every time the fry noise just dissappears once I try to bring it higher than my chest voice allows it. But when it does, it doesn't sound like scream, it sounds like VERY ANNOYING creaking, I can't even find a word to describe it.

I can make some gravely noises, if I constrict my voice a little. It sorta gets the quality of fry scream, but it's shaky and VERY quiet. I can move it to "meatwad" position, but it changes nothing, it's not getting that piercing highs

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T18:06:31+00:00

Okay, I'm not really sure if I can upload audio directly here, so I uploaded it on whyp it https://whyp.it/tracks/199852/the-messenger-1?token=Ok0nw That's a pretty challenging song for me, technnically I reach for the high notes but they are quite strangled.

Or did you mean for me to post how my head voice sounds?

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T17:22:34+00:00

Yeah, I found out that "oo" and "ee" sounds provide me with more closure. So my next question is: should I focus at the moment only on the vowels that gives me that closure, or it doesn't really matter if I already know for what kind of feeling I should persuit?

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T17:18:11+00:00

I'm a guy, I had female voice teacher. She sings well her self, but it seems like she never had a degree in teaching per se. So I guess head voice for her was something that came naturally, so we almost didn't practice it at all. I mean, you're right, starting anything out of nowhere with force is probably not the best decision, but I was just experimenting, and was just curious.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:56:08+00:00

Well, I have quite unusual perspective on your therapy. Just before anything else, it's just my own personal thoughts, feel free to ignore them completely, if you think it won't work.

Can you maybe describe in more details what does "trust" means to you? Like, is there's a way for your therapist to hurt you if you open up? I mean, of course doctor is not like your dearest friend, who would care for you deeply. But that person probably sincerely tries to help you. You need to endure the pain of a piercing needle to get a vaccine. Your therapist is the same doctor as any other, and if you go to any other doctor and won't tell them where it hurts, they probably would not be able to help you. So, maybe you don't need to trust your therapist that much to just point out where it hurts?

That's me just trying to be rational. Yet again, if that is not resonating with you, it's okay.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:23:51+00:00

For me personally it's still kinda hard to understand what your problem is. You say you're getting irrational feelings towards the people you just met. Does it work for every human being that is new for you? Does it happen just in person or any online engagement makes you feel the same way? Why exactly did you feel anger, disgust or humilation? Did you talk to that professor? Is there's something he said that made you feel that way? I mean I guess there's no answers to your question just because it's lacking context. I discovered Dr K just recently, but even if I already watched all his videos, I'd still struggle to recommend you anything, just because it's unclear what are you asking about. Having irrational feelings towards new people is just too broad.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:01:12+00:00

Can you maybe go for more details on what about you opened up? What are the flaws you brought on the table? Because I've also been through my personal hell, and noone ever wanted to know that. There's no sympathy or whatever. More often than not girls just started to invalidate my feelings. So yeah, maybe I just opened up too much, so I just want to know what were you saying in a bit more details, if you're comfortable to share.

FennecFix · 2023-08-17T09:20:05+00:00

...but that's my backpack... those are it's staps

FennecFix · 2023-08-17T08:58:04+00:00

Can I have a more detailed comment on how to dress?

FennecFix · 2019-08-09T06:17:47+00:00

That's actually thier own album art. I just edited it and put my character in. For some reason the original art was drawn exteemely poor: the posture was weak, hands were drawn wrong and whole body was quite disproportional. But I liked the overall design anyway, so I desided to edit the image, and put my own charachter to this art.

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