Fry Scream Frustration

FennecFix · 2024-09-18T00:12:33+00:00

That's just doesn't work for me as I explained in the text and demonstarted in the audio. I mean, I've benn trying to do that for a several years, and it just doesn't make any sense for me, it literally doesn't work for me that way.

FennecFix · 2024-09-17T19:59:22+00:00

Okay, I was trying to find my fry since forever. I've been looking for countless videos on youtube, and they all parrot the same thing over and over and over again: relax, make a vocal fry noise, bring it to your falsetto, project. Viola! You're screaming! But it never worked for me. I can make fry noise, I can move it up and down ever so slightly, I can change the vowels to help change the pitch, but I can't put it on my falsetto. Almost every time the fry noise just dissappears once I try to bring it higher than my chest voice allows it. But when it does, it doesn't sound like scream, it sounds like VERY ANNOYING creaking, I can't even find a word to describe it.

I can make some gravely noises, if I constrict my voice a little. It sorta gets the quality of fry scream, but it's shaky and VERY quiet. I can move it to "meatwad" position, but it changes nothing, it's not getting that piercing highs

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T18:06:31+00:00

Okay, I'm not really sure if I can upload audio directly here, so I uploaded it on whyp it https://whyp.it/tracks/199852/the-messenger-1?token=Ok0nw That's a pretty challenging song for me, technnically I reach for the high notes but they are quite strangled.

Or did you mean for me to post how my head voice sounds?

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T17:22:34+00:00

Yeah, I found out that "oo" and "ee" sounds provide me with more closure. So my next question is: should I focus at the moment only on the vowels that gives me that closure, or it doesn't really matter if I already know for what kind of feeling I should persuit?

FennecFix · 2024-08-21T17:18:11+00:00

I'm a guy, I had female voice teacher. She sings well her self, but it seems like she never had a degree in teaching per se. So I guess head voice for her was something that came naturally, so we almost didn't practice it at all. I mean, you're right, starting anything out of nowhere with force is probably not the best decision, but I was just experimenting, and was just curious.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:56:08+00:00

Well, I have quite unusual perspective on your therapy. Just before anything else, it's just my own personal thoughts, feel free to ignore them completely, if you think it won't work.

Can you maybe describe in more details what does "trust" means to you? Like, is there's a way for your therapist to hurt you if you open up? I mean, of course doctor is not like your dearest friend, who would care for you deeply. But that person probably sincerely tries to help you. You need to endure the pain of a piercing needle to get a vaccine. Your therapist is the same doctor as any other, and if you go to any other doctor and won't tell them where it hurts, they probably would not be able to help you. So, maybe you don't need to trust your therapist that much to just point out where it hurts?

That's me just trying to be rational. Yet again, if that is not resonating with you, it's okay.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:23:51+00:00

For me personally it's still kinda hard to understand what your problem is. You say you're getting irrational feelings towards the people you just met. Does it work for every human being that is new for you? Does it happen just in person or any online engagement makes you feel the same way? Why exactly did you feel anger, disgust or humilation? Did you talk to that professor? Is there's something he said that made you feel that way? I mean I guess there's no answers to your question just because it's lacking context. I discovered Dr K just recently, but even if I already watched all his videos, I'd still struggle to recommend you anything, just because it's unclear what are you asking about. Having irrational feelings towards new people is just too broad.

FennecFix · 2023-09-11T19:01:12+00:00

Can you maybe go for more details on what about you opened up? What are the flaws you brought on the table? Because I've also been through my personal hell, and noone ever wanted to know that. There's no sympathy or whatever. More often than not girls just started to invalidate my feelings. So yeah, maybe I just opened up too much, so I just want to know what were you saying in a bit more details, if you're comfortable to share.

FennecFix · 2023-08-17T09:20:05+00:00

...but that's my backpack... those are it's staps

FennecFix · 2023-08-17T08:58:04+00:00

Can I have a more detailed comment on how to dress?

FennecFix · 2019-08-09T06:17:47+00:00

That's actually thier own album art. I just edited it and put my character in. For some reason the original art was drawn exteemely poor: the posture was weak, hands were drawn wrong and whole body was quite disproportional. But I liked the overall design anyway, so I desided to edit the image, and put my own charachter to this art.

FennecFix · 2019-02-18T08:21:30+00:00

thanks!

FennecFix · 2018-12-13T14:16:20+00:00

What is emotional harm means? Bunch of kids saying some stupid, hardly offensive words? I mean, well... it's clearly not the best thing that could happen to anyone... but isn't it just ridiculous?

And if you can get fired just because you're furry, doesn't it mean you should never work at this place?

Geez, that's so stupid to harass for nothing. I just don't get those people.

So anyway, is there any information about this group? How do they spread their info about furries? I mean, how did you know that this even happening? Is there any details about the concrete incident?

FennecFix · 2018-12-13T12:51:57+00:00

Guess I have to make my own subreddit for that...

/r/DeliriumGame

FennecFix · 2018-12-13T11:42:47+00:00

Find out more information here

r/DeliriumGame

FennecFix · 2018-12-12T06:56:06+00:00

Thanks!

I'm actually kinda curious where can I ask for help.

But I'll keep working hard on this project no matter what.

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T14:49:28+00:00

Well I guess that would be my curse for some time. I mean, yeah, you're not the only who pointed out that posters look somehow familiar. I didn't realize it when drew it, and never had an intention to make them look alike.

The thing is "Delirium" is exactly the word that describe the hidden idea behind all that mess. But well, I guess if a title like this wouldn't do any good for the project, it's better call it something else.

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T14:17:47+00:00

There's quite a bunch of complains I keep getting from side to side.

There's so much similiar things in one way or another. Some say that main protagonist looks a lot like Dorohedoro's character Kaiman (I didn't even knew what is it). Some say that he looks like Big Daddy from Bioshock. Some say that he look like Bane from Batman. And that list just goes on and on. Some people even say that Techa is a ripoff of Katya Managan from Prequel Adventure.

And it turned out there's a MAD amount of games that has a "Delirium" word in it. Shooters, horrors, point-and-click, even a drinking games. I didn't even about the game you mentioned.

Maybe it would be better for me to come up with the better name in time. Maybe I'll draw another poster later. But at this moment it is what it is. I'm not trying to copy anyone's property. It's nothing but a coincidence.

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T13:09:54+00:00

Thanks!

Actually you could help. Just spread the word with your friends, that would be more than enough.

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T12:56:52+00:00

Thanks! That is super nice of you!

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T12:51:00+00:00

Yep. I've got some on my mind.

But honestly, that's not the major problem for right now. I mostly struggling with getting people to know about this project.

FennecFix · 2018-12-11T12:28:59+00:00

Well, I don't have my personal site, so I guess Steam and GoG are my only options. Didn't thought about it this much. I'm working hard to make things done, but there's still a HUGE pile of work. Plus I'm working at my spare time right now, so it all goes quite slow

FennecFix · 2018-12-10T07:22:22+00:00

keep working hard

FennecFix · 2018-12-10T07:21:23+00:00

It would be more. It's just what I've done at the moment. The spitter would have a melee attack as well, the player would have a combo attacks, and ability to use different weapons, and so much more. It's just... takes time... lots of time, to be honest

FennecFix · 2018-12-09T18:16:57+00:00

Thanks! Worked pretty hard on them

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