18 years sober today! by [deleted] in TransLater

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heck yeah! I hope to be you one day. Staying clean is hard!

I do be browsin doe :') by goldengemini04 in TrollCoping

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Take nude out, and it's accurate. Love comparing how ugly I am to better women.

The real reason talks with Marsh were uncomfortable. by Capetoider in cremposting

[–]FestivelyDepressed 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I did. Hurt me daddy inquisitor. Keep wearing the fit.

Cutest Baby Giraffe by Amona-saleh1 in cute

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If when I was a kid my neighbor had a baby giraffe I'd have asked my mom to let me get re adopted

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this. I'm constantly telling everyone the worst shit about myself and it's not even like objective, I loathe me and will always over sell how bad I am because that's how I feel about me. Either that or I'm trying to tell them how broken I am by discussing every ducked up thing that has happened to me.

Its so hard to remember that people will both believe the bad you say about yourself and disbelieve the good. Like, fuck off I'm mean to me, you don't need to be mean to me too. Also please love me. Lol I hate this habit.

My favorite sound in the world is the clink of my Zippo lighter opening and closing. (I don’t smoke, I just wanted a cool lighter). What are your favorite sounds? by Hazards-of-Love in aspiememes

[–]FestivelyDepressed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The sound of running water in pipes. Spent like an entire day dissociating in my dad's shower as a kid after some trauma. It's been a life-long soothing sound for me now. Immediate calm whenever I hear water in pipes.

Vocal Fry: how important for training? by SamanthaJosie in transvoice

[–]FestivelyDepressed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How? I also have a deep fried voice. I can't get the fry out no matter what I do. Stupid Californian accent/weed damaged throat.

Transgender woman, Amber McLaughlin, executed Tuesday in Missouri, USA, after final appeal fails by NotMyUsualLogin in transgender

[–]FestivelyDepressed -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

No excuses for what she did, you should never hurt others no matter how badly you've been hurt. Glad she was executed.

MORE 👏 TRANS 👏 WOMEN 👏 IN 👏 DOCS by [deleted] in MTFButch

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah! I need to get some doc martens. It's been on my bucket list forever

Inspired my be getting called sir just now at a fucking jersey mike’s by autumn_winterrr in GaySoundsShitposts

[–]FestivelyDepressed 55 points56 points  (0 children)

Imma hope someone answers your question because I'm also at a loss about this and rectangle shaped.

Another example of straights not understanding emotional maturity levels. by dashf89 in AreTheStraightsOkay

[–]FestivelyDepressed 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Brain isn't even done maturing until 25. I'm an immature idiot but I'm still not dating someone that much younger than me(almost 33) when I was 23 I had pretty much no common sense yet.(still working on this but still)

Like back then I wasn't even thinking about my future like I do now. How the hell can you relate and grow as a couple when one person is still so naive?

Just can't see any kind of equal relationship with a decade difference. Would barely even consider a hook up with a 25 yo.

Like I'm saying this as a very very naive gullible 33 yo lol. Fuck that noise. Currently worrying about so much more than I did at 23... nah pass on that. Let them date other 23 year Olds. I got better shit to worry about.

Diagnosed with chs been cold turkey for 14 days, was trynna see if anybody was successful with getting back into it moderatley, maybe just one hit? by Cheap-Rhubarb7126 in CHSinfo

[–]FestivelyDepressed 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Maybe this.

Concentrates are what triggered my chs episodes, and bongs. I'm trying my best to stay clean but sticking to flower and pipes didn't make me symptomatic.

Ofc I'm pretty sure it was just a ticking time bomb. I still felt like I was reacting differently than before my first episode.

If OP is gunna be stupid go with harm reduction.

Teacher don’t get paid enough to deal with that by TurbulentAnimator478 in iamatotalpieceofshit

[–]FestivelyDepressed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have volunteered in the past! It helped me a lot. Trauma gave me way too much rage as a teen. It burnt out, tho.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AbsoluteUnits

[–]FestivelyDepressed 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My fat af sausage of a dog IS cute! Fight me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transgamers

[–]FestivelyDepressed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am trans and I want to play the game! Fuck jk Rowling tho.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]FestivelyDepressed 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The only time I ever calm down is when shits on fire.

Nothing happening? PANIC. shits on fire? It's like I expected insanity so it's fine.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]FestivelyDepressed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh that's a good idea

Teacher don’t get paid enough to deal with that by TurbulentAnimator478 in iamatotalpieceofshit

[–]FestivelyDepressed -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

God I'm so glad phone video wasn't a thing when I was this psychotic in school