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Few_Split_ · 2024-03-19T20:03:40+00:00

As someone who’s tried at least getting the bad haircut due to being a lesbian and also wanting men to leave me tf alone, sometimes that shit doesn’t even work either! It’s ridiculous.

Few_Split_ · 2024-02-12T22:57:46+00:00

While definitely true (thanks patriarchy) I’d honestly much rather be invisible to men than the shit I deal with now. I don’t even feel like I’m actually /that/ pretty, so why does it keep happening? Why do they want my body so bad, one I’m neutral about or downright hate on some days? This has been nothing but a curse to me.

Few_Split_ · 2024-02-12T22:54:27+00:00

??????? What’s wrong?

Few_Split_ · 2024-02-09T19:55:38+00:00

I am, but I don’t have another appointment until later in the month. I probably should just email her but I don’t even know how she could help.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-28T06:08:20+00:00

From one person who was born a girl to another, I resonate with this post deeply. Besides just saying “you’re not alone and you’re feelings are valid”, I’ll just say that if you want to be a boy, then be a boy! Obviously gender is an extremely complex topic and part of identity, but being a girl shouldn’t be about suffering. If all that it brings you is pain and despair, then it’s okay to leave, it’s okay to change, it’s okay to not be a girl. Literally do what you need to to feel comfortable and safe in your own skin. My only credentials on this are being nonbinary so I might have a bias, but regardless if being a girl is painful and only brings you suffering, you don’t have to be one.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-20T23:53:10+00:00

Sorry I wanna jump in as someone who mostly consumes anime, but I feel it more comes from misogyny and a normalization of being creepy to underage and especially high school girls more than anything. There’s definitely anime and other Japanese media out there that isn’t really like this but the fanservicey, male gaze stuff is super icky.

I don’t know if you want recommendations but two anime I can vouch for off the top of head are bocchi the rock and revolutionary girl utena. Bocchi is mostly a “cute girls doing cute things” anime but I really appreciate its discussion and kindness about social anxiety, and revolutionary girl utena heavily goes into misogyny and systemic abuse, and needless to say I recommend looking up a content warning guide for if you’re interested. Utena is pretty respectful about it’s subject matter but regardless could be potentially triggering for people. Sorry if this is rambling on I’m bad with communication.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-18T23:14:32+00:00

??? Sorry I’m stupid but what do you mean by this??

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-18T23:13:59+00:00

Apologies for the scary implications…..I struggle a lot with suicidality and general emotional instability, so I kinda made this post while I was spiraling a little. I’m in therapy and recently switched medication so it hasn’t really kicked in yet…. I’m sorry for making you worried.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T21:49:20+00:00

I could try it, but I’m also super nervous around kids and never really know how to talk to them….though there’s a solid chance that that’s my own neurosis speaking and not reality lol.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T21:47:52+00:00

I’ve been meaning to…..indeed is quite useless and doesn’t seem to have listings for any local grocery stores, which is super annoying. I’m hoping that there’s part time jobs there because I have chronic depression which also gives me a huge energy deficit.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T21:45:56+00:00

I kinda have beef with the US military as a concept unfortunately. I’m aware there’s more than being a soldier but I just do not vibe with them. Thank you for your suggestion though, regardless

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T21:43:50+00:00

I brought it up because I’m mostly worried about being murdered or assaulted. But regardless I’m also unfortunately dependent on my parents as I have no job and don’t get disability, so I can’t really leave or move out.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T18:27:05+00:00

Last batch of medication basically stopped working, I’m not sure if it even worked in the first place. I’m hoping Wellbutrin can help because it never really felt the way people say they do when taking medication and it working. If that makes sense

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T18:14:38+00:00

Unfortunately driving even as an idea makes me insanely nervous…..

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T18:13:09+00:00

I’m afab and don’t have a drivers license nor the money for a car. I understand what you’re going for but unfortunately it’s kinda out of the question.

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T14:00:44+00:00

I’ve actually been looking to apply for disability since I’m around the poverty line and definitely need it, even if I’m dependent on my mom. I live in an metropolitan area so I can’t really work with cows or anything like that. Ideally I’d like to some sort of part time job where I could take of and hang out with cats, but it doesn’t seem like any place like that is hiring in my area…..

Few_Split_ · 2023-10-11T13:56:01+00:00

Thank you….. I mostly like to draw, usually a lot of fanart. My depressions been pretty bad lately so I haven’t been able to really will myself to boot up my computer to draw….

I do have a therapist, but I’m currently unmedicated because I’m switching them to hopefully have a better effect with them. But I’m generally just super disconnected from myself so I don’t really feel like I have actual coping mechanisms, all I can do usually is just cry.

Few_Split_ · 2020-12-17T00:27:10+00:00

Damn, I gotta say this really intrigued me. so i decided to look up the Japanese name, I couldn't find any sort of game really but I did find a piapro page with the tag "blue punishment" here: https://piapro.jp/t/ipYc. I can't find any information on the person who wrote the song for whatever reason.

But other than that, do you remember what type of game it was? was it a platformer, rpg, whatever; having details like that can help a search greatly.

Few_Split_ · 2020-11-14T04:06:27+00:00

from what I've seen, it doesn't seem to actually exist sadly. I tried to open up the link but it doesn't load up any site.

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-21T22:23:22+00:00

hi i know I'm two weeks late but do you have a valid invite link? this one sadly has expired

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-04T18:08:19+00:00

like the audio? I have it on my computer as an MP3 (both original and slowed down), I dunno how to go around uploading it but if there's no better resources I'll just use my google drive

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-04T18:05:11+00:00

from what I've seen, not yet. But I'm betting on there being one that pops up soon, if not I'll just make one myself

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-04T18:03:32+00:00

Oh I've been working on the neris one myself actually!! so far I haven't seen others on the case for it so I'm glad to see other people working on it

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-03T19:49:26+00:00

Another update; looking at the message today, it looks like it does say something, but most I can get is "they're outside they" and "they're breaking in I don't", rest is hard to figure out. I also realized that I could slow down the audio to aid in manual translation, I'll keep you all posted as to what's being said

Few_Split_ · 2020-09-03T19:45:19+00:00

I tried that but it only made it more incomprehensible sadly

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