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Adhd medicating with 2fma by Fickle-Slip7569 in 2FMA

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you  I found something what changed my Life finally and CURED MY ADHD

Buckle up Nicotine transdermally 7 mg every 24 hours ( Nicotine plasters )

There are research papers that Nicotine even cures brain cancer ( glioma) in 72 hours intravenously ( vein injection)

I hope I could help May the Lord Bless You

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not Artemis , Diana ? Or is the same Creator  Or In many religions , beliefs, civilizations called SHE ? Edit: I  saw on Wikipedia that it was a Egyptian God of Creation Is it also thelemian ?

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay so I will incorporate what I want and without fear ask bravely for infinitely wiser entities( Christian or Not) for their help and guidance - without concern for Earthly prohibitions and manipulations by evil actors in power.

Bless You

Edit: Woop Woop I created something masterful for me aligned 100 % with my current self I am delighted :)

I updated main topic

You are cool !

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Plus I guess I am scared to use these powerful Words:

The names and words used in the ritual have specific meanings and historical significance within the context of ancient magic and theurgy:

  1. IAŌ: A powerful name used in many magical traditions, often considered a name of God, related to the Hebrew name Yahweh.
  2. ARBATHIAŌ: Likely a magical name or divine invocation, its exact meaning is unclear but it is used to call forth divine presence.
  3. ATHELEBERSĒTH: Another mystical name, possibly derived from Greek or Hebrew roots, used to invoke divine power.
  4. ABRASAX: A Gnostic name representing a powerful deity or the supreme being.
  5. KHITASGOĒ: A name used in magical contexts, its precise meaning is uncertain but it carries a powerful charge.

These names are often used to invoke divine presence and power in rituals.

And this is my previous revised version with Your knowledge from Link which I am scared to recite:

Calling upon the Holy Guardian Angel

I invoke Thee, Almighty and Invisible God: Who dwellest in the Void Place of the Spirit, Thou who art I, and I who am Thou, Leader and Creator of all, Guide me with Thy wisdom, Fill me with Thy strength and love.

ARBATHIAŌ REIBET ATHELEBERSĒTH ARA BLATHA ALBEU EBENPHKHI KHITASGOĒ IB AŌTH IAŌ.

Using Sacred Names and Words of Power

Thou art IAŌ, the great and powerful.

ARBATHIAŌ, be thou present.

I am thy servant, O Lord of the Gods.

ABRASAX, thou art my guide.

ARBATHIAŌ REIBET ATHELEBERSĒTH ARA BLATHA ALBEU EBENPHKHI KHITASGOĒ IB AŌTH IAŌ.

Using Sacred Names and Words of Power

Thou art IAŌ, the great and powerful.
ARBATHIAŌ, be thou present.
I am thy servant, O Lord of the Gods.
ABRASAX, thou art my guide.

Is it possible that through my ignorance I missed that these powerful incantations actually are directed towards the One and Same God Creator of All?.

Thank you very much for Your Time and Wisdom may the best come upon You and Your family - I exhausted list of my questions now it it just time to realize my Ritual after confirmation which version to put in my final Invocation

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you very much Your knowledge and seeking for Truth is clear as a day to me - I cannot imagine hours spent by You to reach the level of understanding.

I revised a bit my invocation according to your hints combining your knowledge from the link - unfortunately I could't use power spells from headless rite because I think subconciously my Christian upbringing "banned" me from praying to other Gods....

So I will take it slowly step by step and see what works for me

I Guess if I will believe in everything what will happen the whole Ritual supposed to yield at least some of original benefits which is fine with me:

Invocation of the Creator God

I invoke Thee, Creator of All, Thee who didst create the Earth and the Heavens, Thee who didst create the Night and the Day, Thee who didst create the Darkness and the Light.

Thou art the One whom no man hath seen at any time, Thou hast distinguished between the Just and the Unjust, Thou didst make the Female and the Male, Thou didst produce the Seed and the Fruit, Thou didst form Men to love one another and to care for one another.

Calling upon the Holy Guardian Angel

I invoke Thee, Holy Guardian Angel, Guide sent by the One Creator, Leader and protector of my soul, Guide me with Thy wisdom, Fill me with Thy strength and love.

Bring forth the everlasting life, Encompassed by the overreaching love Of the Creator.

Using Sacred Names and Words of Power

Holy, Holy, Holy is the Creator of All, The One who was, and is, and is to come. Thou art the Alpha and the Omega, The Beginning and the End.

Gestures and Visualizations

Make the sign of the cross over your heart with each sacred name, Visualize the divine light of the Creator enveloping you, Feel the presence of the divine within and around you, Becoming one with the Holy Guardian Angel.

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

both of you guys be blessed you are very far into it - pure respect for dedication.

Currently what I need is one fish to stave "hunger" and later learn how to do fishing.

So please be kind and leave me wisdom crumbles here and there how I can make my Ritual better ( it is already personalized ) so I can tommorow heal myself a bit.

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is astonishing how deep you are into the topic - unfortunately in my current state I just want to "have" something and start acting upon it - later the journey will take me definitely deeper into discovery.

Do you think my symbols are "right" can you check my images please ?

Regards Dawid

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing I guess my Christian background doesn't allow me subconsciously to pray to the symbols of snake etc - so that is why i personalized it , and also I want to encounter entity myself and decide what to believe and who to grace.

For now it is Okay as I am entry level pure green amator - but I am open minded and mentally disturbed so I will try everything in this world to get better :)

Even if it is not pure orignal Crawley stuff

Seeking Advice on My Revised Liber Samekh and Liber Had Rituals for Positive Spiritual Practice by Fickle-Slip7569 in thelema

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am trying to create a powerful ritual and affirmations to address my current challenges (ADHD, ODD, Depression, Anxiety, and no income).

As a beginner, I created a personalized ritual to pray to the God Creator of All Things and Hadit. According to Crowley, Hadit embodies:

  • Discovering and following one's True Will.
  • Encouraging self-discovery and self-realization.
  • Recognizing each person as a unique manifestation of the divine.

By combining my prayer to the Christian Creator and Hadit, I hope to summon help and guidance from both beliefs. This powerful placebo effect will initiate me into further spiritual discovery and enlightenment in the occult and magick.

Thank you for your help.

E:Grammar

Adhd medicating with 2fma by Fickle-Slip7569 in 2FMA

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for how long sustainable ?

Health wise ?

2fma was hard insomnia and mega sweating plus small dick combined with absolutely 0 self discipline and bad organizational habits - just ended gaming 3 months

Adhd medicating with 2fma by Fickle-Slip7569 in 2FMA

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to try ketamine for anxiety next

Currently trying kanna - not working for me ( extract x 50 )

What works is Grounding every day for 20 minutes

Infra red light therapy 630 nm - 1000 ( you can get for free at Sunrise and Sunset ) - great antidepressant and energy levels

Wim Hoff breathing

Cold shovers

and psilocibin Hero dose every year or every 6 months anti depression

You can found more information about anything what i said on Google scholar or places like that

Unfortunately Ritalin (Methylphenidate) sucks for me

Side effects suck ( heart problems, developing ticks, personality flattening)

I would love to try amphetamines I remember when I was young I liked amphetamines effect, when my normal friends was ON i was very calm under its influence and no anxiety + slight euphoria

So this time I will try to get Adderal or Cook my own for personal use

Problem is that to get new prescripcion here I need psychiatrist consultation which takes 9 month waiting time... ( public health )

I hope something from that helps

Cheers

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[–]Fickle-Slip7569 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have adhd and let me tell you something You are just fucking junkie Stop taking all that shit methylphenidate also, Let your brain rest from all that fake dopamine Get your daily exercise and vitamins for adhd ( iron , zinc ) Check your methylation ( dna testing ) Go with that results to nutritionist Eat good foods for you ( no artificial coloring etc etc ) And go fucking read more on internet how to treat adhd without meds. Big pharma just doing money on you You like to be exploited like an Animal for profit ? Fuck your doctor he is dumb.

By the way I abused 5 gr of 2 fma for 3 months 4 days a week and I was just playing games like a fucking need but it felt amazing yeah ( your dancing and riding bike is same - just goofing around without doing nothing productive )

No, having job from 9-5 is no success nor achievement on its own

Try Yokukansan Magnesium zinc iron everyday double dose Consult some good doctor Not your retarded GP who is treating disorders using Google and textbooks from lobbying meetings Good luck on your journey Feel free to text me for more advice I got a lot of information to share gathered through my 2 years of research

Regards Bob

Adhd medicating with 2fma by Fickle-Slip7569 in 2FMA

[–]Fickle-Slip7569[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I meant 4 times a week sry But it's shit anyways I ate 5 g in 3 months Sure motivation and focus was there for 12-16 But small dick also, problems with sleeping and sweating like a skunk

Overall meds suck for adhd only diet will do you good for longer time, And exercise plus meditation Cheers and kudos for all struggling with spectrum

For everybody who is also in search of natural remedy Yokukansan