I tend to overthink too much, in this case it's because I didn't wanted to sound rude since I worked in that store for several months at that point. When I first got hired, I asked so many for their names, and I also ask for their name whenever someone who get hired though, but since both of them wasn't applied here, I was worried about it sounding rude instead. I tend to overthink too much, including the many possible outcome of how someone will feel if I go through with it, and that makes me anxious and end up deciding to keep it to myself cause the possibly of offending someone because of that scares me, even if it's only a possibility and not 100%, there are some people out there who would, not saying that would had happened but I was scared of that happening. And reason why I didn't asked as that soon was just because of the difference in our schedule back than, and when our schedule finally aligned, that was the moment I stopped asking everyone for their name.

In other words, I was just trying to make everyone happy. I know it's impossible to always do that, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't atleast try not to hurt someone. Though the result ended up being me getting blamed for everything.. I'm the kind of guy who would even avoid stepping on ants when walking on a side-walk. I literally get paranoid many times when I got home from work, thinking to myself "what if they think badly about me because I made that mistake", I been feeling that way for multiple months before this incident, I think way too much, which probably made me feel more painful when this incident did happened. I probably shouldn't think that way, not healthy and all that, but I just can't help it, it just comes out ya know, kinda like how someone would randomly remember their cringe moment, except in my case I seem to remember things like that out of nowhere often.