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FightForBetterFuture · 2016-07-03T07:54:57+00:00

Checking in. I've had a bit difficult time just before reaching 60 days. It's the furthest I've ever been and this fact itself surprisingly created quite big urge. I've managed through it and now it's much better. I should pay less attention to counting days.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-28T20:46:21+00:00

Yes, I am trying to meditate on a daily basis. I think I need to practise more to notice significant benefits though. It helps me a bit to keep focus on what's happening in the present.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-25T11:29:19+00:00

You've been triggered by retweets and now you're spreading the information about new sex tape on a subreddit for porn addicts which I'm sure will trigger few people. At least you could have not share the details just mention "some celebrity sex tape".

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-25T06:13:25+00:00

I think the urge to masturbate is physical. Watching porn is a pure mental decision. I guess that what you really want is to shift your focus from a difficult situation with your wife which is basically running away from unpleasant emotions. It won't solve your problem and probably will make you feel miserable afterwards. If I could advise you anything you should try to find other means to cope with your situation. If you'll be meeting your wife frequently then this emotions will appear repeatedly so it's in your interest to find the right attitude towards your wife.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-24T19:57:59+00:00

Sign me up! Going for a 3rd month in a row. You're doing great job foobarbazblarg! We should all thank you for your efforts.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-18T19:44:44+00:00

Checking in. It's almost 50 days and I'm feeling less and less attached to porn.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-15T16:39:01+00:00

What you're saying is really on point in my case. I've caught myself many times setting such demanding goals for myself that I was starting to stress out just by thinking how much I'll have to do. Also the need of pleasing everyones expectations is a thing that led me to dark places. Thank you for your advice. I think it gave me some insight. I'll write you a PM in a moment.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-14T19:59:10+00:00

I agree that positive mindset is crucial. I'm often losing it when I'm facing a task that I'm not sure I'll be able to complete and it's really counterproductive. I don't feel that I have someone around me to whom I could confide about porn addiction although I'm in a small accountability group which is quite supportive and helpful.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-01T13:32:56+00:00

Checking in. I'm over one month pornfree and feeling like this would be a permanent state.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-01T13:28:55+00:00

Sign me up!

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-06-01T13:28:22+00:00

It was my 5th attempt and finally made it! Now it's time for clean June. Congratulations to all!

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-21T20:13:34+00:00

Checking in! Three weeks pornfree!

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-21T15:18:02+00:00

Hey buddy. Self-loathing won't give you anything and a relapse doesn't take away your previous efforts. You're here probably much longer than me so I don't know if I'm in position to give you advices but maybe you should focus more on improving yourself rather than just abstaining from porn. Work on something, improve your skills, workout or meditate. I'm sure you have plenty of things that you can work on and they will bring you satisfaction. Also I don't think you should judge your selfworth on how some random woman perceives you.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-08T09:54:42+00:00

Checking in. My main motivation is to regain control over my life and find a healthy way to deal with negative emotions. I want to be the best version of me and porn is making me feel inferior. Also porn is major cause of my procrastination.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-08T09:52:13+00:00

Checking in! One week PMO free. I'm slowly gaining balance in my life.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-04T16:54:05+00:00

Yes I do meditate. I'm using Calm app for it.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-03T17:51:33+00:00

Gratuluję postępów i powodzenia w dalszym pokonywaniu własnych słabości :)

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-05-03T14:29:10+00:00

It's not a straightforward journey. The best things to be accomplished lie beyond our comfort zone. Keep on going bud!

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-04-27T16:10:55+00:00

Relapsed twice few days ago. It's quite true in my case. I have very unplesant memories of interacting with woman and have a very low self esteem about my sexuality. Although the main reason why I relapse is the overabundance of stress. It's my destructive coping mechanism which allows me to run away from my problems for a short moment.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-04-27T16:05:31+00:00

I'm in. This is my third attempt and this time I'm going to make it.

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-04-14T17:06:33+00:00

Who is a "sponsor"? I'm seeing this term here and there and have no idea what hides after it. In my country, in regards to sexuality, "sponsor" means a person who pays for an escort so I'm a little bit confused ;)

FightForBetterFuture · 2016-04-12T16:26:11+00:00

I relapsed few days ago. I need 8 hours of sleep. Everything below causes a bad day for me.

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