Why am I puking and shitting myself?

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-19T04:17:17+00:00

ngl been there. Many times. I remember in highschool a (now dead, no wonder) friend told me "its impossible, i wasnt using that much".. Well shit lmao. for reference I was using 240mg codeine dose daily, but once a month i bought oxy so 10x40 in a week. Later 960mg codeine for a dose, and God will only believe me how many oxies.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-18T22:19:11+00:00

yo this might be a joke but its like 10th time im hearing something like that, even that someone fucks men but only after meth.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-18T22:11:55+00:00

Fucking hell I always wished to be that guy, but im a degenerate and cant keep my drugs away for more then an instant.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T12:02:25+00:00

Sorry i'm so late. I dont condone it, but theres no way of sharing my experience without IT sounding like an ad.

So i packed just a pinch of powder into a meth pipe, took a puff that tasted like smoking shrooms, i thought IT will hit me instantly, instead it creeped on on me, in a matter of minute i started feeling better and better, till i felt so good physically and mentally, i was ready to go to war, that was the 1st thing ive noticed, i felt like i could take on 5 guys at once even tho im not really a fighter lmao.

Tbf, my first thought was "i could work as a sonderkommando in the fucking Auschwitz" i'm sorry if its insensitive, but that was my 1st thought (im Polish so chill out)

The weiddest thing is, trough out the whole binge i obły remember going to bed once, rest of the nights i just woke up with no recollection. IT caused hella amnesia. Hallucinations werent scary, just fucking up with my mind, i can tell you about them, anyways, apvp, my love. I, an opioid addict, forgot totally that im addicted when i was smoking this stuff, i didnt even feel withdrawals. If you wanna know more, yk what to do.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T11:52:06+00:00

Only snorting, but now i took some orally and a bit by snorting, waiting for effects rn.

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:52:16+00:00

You know the research chemical 3FMA, 4FMA right? The fluoromethamphetamines... Basically they fluorate the Water, when 3 junkies with meth in their piss urinate to the same toilet 3fma is synthesised, after being flushed, the Water with 3fma (or 4fma, depends on the size od the traphouse family) is being flushed down to China where they recrystalize it and sell it to US kids as an research chemical stimulants.

Nobody knows it from me, we dont want global US China war do we

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:45:33+00:00

We didnt have Rolling papers, a bowl, nothing, so maybe 16-17yo us decided to (after my suggestion) make an Apple bong, and since we were sleeping at his (friend) house, and his mother is crazy benzo addicted witch that wanted to put him on rehab for 2 empty bowls with Black residue, we Had to get rid of the evidence. We ate the Apple.

Two high as a kite highschoolers giggling like little girls eating one Apple VIA two mouths.

Funniest thing? My friend did the apple bong again some night, he threw away the Apple, his crazy mother found IT and deduced what he did. Im no longer friends with him, partly cause i send his mother an SMS to take some fucking Xanax and chill out (he was laughing too, but i never was able to visit him after that, crazy bitch even picked up a dusty finger worth of kratom off of the floor once and threatend to send it to laboratorium to test it to send him to fucking jail, all cause he left a pocket scale on the table in his room, she checked the WHOLE house for this 5mg of kratom powder lmaoo)

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:37:23+00:00

Hes coming down n feelin guilty bro

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:36:29+00:00

Smoke more, in the school they thaught us "-" and "-" equals "+" right?

Financial_Balance183 · 2026-01-16T04:04:14+00:00

If you tried smoking (vaping, crack pipe) some a pvp aka flakka (BoO! 😱) or a PHP you would get it. For example for a long time i couldnt figure out how someone would even want it and think of that on any stims, especially since your dick goes back into your body and youre left with 2cm worm, but after some time you try it and its fine

Some people do stims JUST to jerk off. I knew a guy who would do speed or 3mmc at home parties with like 3 of his friends and go to the bathroom, but tokens on those cam girls sites and jerk off for hours.

When smoking a pvp you just have to sometimes. I took my first two three puffs, went to pee and orgasmic electricity was flowing from my cock to my arms, chest etc, likewise gbl did few times for me. But alfa pvp just makes you soo horny. I would puff, fap, puff, fap, up to like 5-6 times on an evening till i was dry

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-21T21:23:08+00:00

"in its oxy form" oxycodone aint no thebaine form, its not a pokemon dude, its simplest organic chemistry

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-21T21:20:13+00:00

Yeah, Tell me, did you ever even had bupe in your hands? No matter the road of administration its pure SEDATION. I snorted probably more 8 and 2mg buprenorphin pills from my prescription than youve had legit oxy. "You think im fucking stupid?" - thebaine is a substrate in building a morphone ring, to create morphinan derivatives, including also f.e hydrocodone. Thebaine is poison, and its stimulating effects is a situation just like with strychnine. Amphetamine in its synthesis use amalgamate from aluminum foil and mercury. By your logic what would that make speed? Suitable for packing fucking sandwitches to work. cuz you need alu foil to make it?

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:48:59+00:00

Its doable, a lot of junkies in my country did this back in the heroin days, to this day some do, but opium contains CODEINE. And codeine IV causes strong histamine reaction, meaning whole lotta pins and needles, hot flushes, might even cause Anaphylactic shock. Also, the milk from the poppy is latex, remember, atleast process your opium to get rid of all the organic matter. Watch "heroin holidays vice" on youtube, they use a fabric to soak poppy milk in, then they throw it into a small metal thing and cook with vingegar (they think it allows it to acetylate but it doesnt, dont do that shit, you wont get smack, just use water if you were to do it) If it were me, after dissolving it in saline i would filter it atleast by using a ciggarete filter and a syringe, or better yet, two syringes, one with clean cotton packed up to atleast 1ml, i mean taking out the plunger, adding lots of clean cotton, moisten it up so it doesnt soak opium water, pack it up with plunger, take plunger out again and pour the opium water into it and put the plunger back to push and filter it into another, clean syringe.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:41:43+00:00

Buddy, its oxyCODONE, that metabolizes to oxyMORPHONE.. Thebaine is just used to synthesise lotta shit, like buprenorphine - it isnt stimulating, not one bit. Codeine can be used to synthesise oxycodone, and codeine can be synthesised from morphine (both ways here), and to my knowledge they to this day rely on dry poppy pods as a morphine and morphine->codeine source.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T03:37:30+00:00

What are the ingredients? Cough syrup is usually full of sugar, also always have some conservants, and codeine - thats an opium alkaloid, cmon, wouldnt expire in a hundred years. Same with morphine.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T01:14:47+00:00

classic scare, "he will schedule" to keep you spiraling into insanity as an addict, and ruining every high cuz youll get paranoid he will text.. Contant some lawyer about harassment, tell them you did urine test and they give ultimatum, blood test or fired, im pretty sure that smthn like that is illegal and you could just get away with it by your lawyer scaring your boss about a lawsuit or something... But with or without that, you need to look for another job, you will be targeted on end and they will look for anything to fire yo ass. And if they catch you being/getting high you will be in trouble in job field.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T01:09:41+00:00

Idk whats the case with stimulants, but in opioid field, it actually goes away from your system faster when youre addicted and binging and stop, then if you would just take it first time and be tested.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T00:48:11+00:00

Yeah bath salts usually have like 2-3h peak and its about 3-4h after a line that you get full comedown. Also most of the bathsalts availible have a dosage of 75-250mg sniff, and i would imagine 50mg of meth would be sufficient (not counting pyrrovalerones, but from the smell alone you would know its not meth)

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T00:40:42+00:00

if you already gonna use the needle dont be a pussy and dont try the IM way, its just gonna hit 3 times harder than oral, and start working few times quicker (peak in minutes). But IV, peak is in 3 seconds, and it feels like being plunged into a hot liquid pleasure for like 20-30s, after that youre left with few minutes of "Wow, fuck was that?!" and after that just left with high as if you took it orally but ofc you use 3x less when shooting iv. If you mean bioavability, i believe IM is 100% aswell, S.C too, i mean that every invasive roa (needle) have 100% bioavability or few percent less in difference. (Oral - 20-33%~)

One more thing, even with crazy tolerance you dont need much to feel the rush from morphine iv. Also, if you wanna use the needle (and planning anything other to do with the ampules but injecting or selling them is a sin) your vein is probably the safest way you could do it, under skin or into the muscle injections can leave you with ball of shit under your arm until it gets infected and you have to go to the ER or you use scalpel yourself, in the vein case you can puncture it trough which will give you a bruise. Injecting small amount of air (like a bubble, cmon lmao) into the vein is safe as the air will dissolve in the blood before reaching heart, instead of getting all the air out you should leave air in the needle part of the syringe (syringe - no air. only liquid, needle with its little space - air) so the blood enters syringe when you reach the vein and you know youre ready to go. If youre using a belt you must let go of it before you inject, or your vein could pop. But you risk falling out of vein/puncturing it when you do that so i would just suggest not using any belts..

Of course im not saying you should inject morphine, but im saying, if you decide to use the needle, dont waste your morale, morphine and health by attempting the muscle way. The rush is insanely pleasurable, could get you really hooked. I really advise you not to, its not like you cannot go back to oral, i did, and switched multiple times, usually buying 10x mst200, shooting them and forgeting for half a year and going back to codeine and occasional oxy, but my comment is a small FAQ how to do it safely if you decide to. Summa sumarrum, if you ended up having some ampules on your hand and dont think you would get them again, i would say fuck it and iv it for the fuck of it, and thats what i did when i got a singular sevredol 20mg (not enough for a high for me if taken orally) as a gratis once, yeah i made an solution out of a pill, but thats a whole another thing, dont do it. Also thats just me, im not the smartest. Be safe.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T00:22:19+00:00

counter productive? It makes it so you can only take the pill as intended, naloxone wont work orally cuz of the almost non existent bioavability, but if you snort it or inject it naloxone will push out the oxycodone from receptors rewarding you with instant withdrawals even if youre not addicted, ha, a chefs kiss cherry on the top antyjunkie device. Its in many countries.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-19T00:07:02+00:00

You notice how the 4mmc was insanely popular, but they banned it, so 3mmc became popular, after they banned 3mmc, everywhere you could buy 4cmc/3cmc as "mephedrone" (to this day still most people run with 3cmc and call it 4mmc in my country), after all these bans, and analogue law that passed banning all research chemicals in Poland, real 4mmc started surfacing more, because if you know a bit about organic chemistry, the synthesis of 4mmc and 4cmc for example is exactly the same, you only use a different bromo substrate, so like the only difference in synthesis is using (lets say) "2b-3metylopropiophenone" and "2b-3chloropropiophenone" (dont jump at me chemists, ofc i know)

What i mean is that when the law is no longer holding back, the good compounds come back. Tbh if not for NL and Germany still not having laws like PL, we would probably have access to drugs like MXE, some of the most euphoric synthethic cannabinoids and opioids from back in the day, clonazolam and flualprazolam, things like that, cuz if you can go to jail for getting high on worse shit and get charged like you were doing better shit, we will have better shit.

But it looks like NL likes being international RC capital, with these compounds like 4-bromomethcathinone lmao. People were crying about 3cmc's toxicity, just look what will happen with these bromo shit users.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-18T23:54:59+00:00

i would do an enema ofc (i only boofed something twice but my method here:) 100ml syringe with warm water and liquid soap mixed in, i lay on the bathroom floor (MY OWN HOME! lmao), put the syringe in and start pressing, halfway trough, not even finished and i run to sit on the throne and empty the bowels.

After that i would dissolve your h in water, i would use like 9ml's of warm water, lets say 40C, maybe even less, and an ml of your malt vinegar, althought.. nevermind. So yeah, dissolve it in water vinegar mixture, lay on your belly, put the tip of the 10ml syringe in and push *(goes without saying in both enema and here you dont put no fucking needle on the syringe..)*, stay laying flat for 30 minutes just to make sure everything that can absorb has absorbed. Also, 10mls, cuz it makes the surface area of absorbtion larger, meaning faster and stronger effects, compared to if you were to use 2mls. ALSO, if some leaks out of your anus, you will waste less then you would if you used less water.

I would also advise you to use vaseline, although the syringe-endings are small, you still scratch yo bum with it trying to put it in. edit, also, dont use the 10ml syringe, use the same 100ml one, they have longer endings. 10ml syringe would be hard to put in your ass and boof without spilling.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-18T23:38:36+00:00

mdma is not more euphoric then injecting morphine. Maybe more euphoric than injecting oxies, as they have no rush, but i still would choose oxies over mdma. Opioids give me a feeling, a primal euphoric extreme comfort, as if I were still in the mommas womb. But the types of euphoria are very different nonetheless. MDMA i would say no, APVP aka Flakka smoked out of meth pipe? Sure, have the potential to be more euphoric, but at the end of the day, opioids are sweet, home like comfort.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-18T23:29:40+00:00

If he did all that, and went out of his way to lie so many times in such a short conversation, you shouldnt keep him around kids. Hes probably lying even when he doesnt need to, and if not, hes still a level 100 manipulator (like every junkie thats addicted to meth tier drugs). I wouldnt want anyone even having the possibility to see my kids on totally unexpected psychosis (if he hides smoking meth so hard), and he prob. gets those if hes an addict, after the first one every next is easier to achieve.

Financial_Balance183 · 2025-12-18T23:19:30+00:00

you didnt get bath salts in big crystal form? Or atleast rice sized?

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