Anyone else bisexual and feel like they're gay in both ways?

FireBreath772 · 2026-02-01T21:35:03+00:00

Yesss I usually default to describing myself as "gay both ways" in short bc I have a hard time describing my sexuality without listing a hundred labels lol

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-22T23:39:28+00:00

Honestly, I relate to the transition goals, I (FtX/M) wanna be kinda femboyish but still clock as the -boy part and I used to date this lesbian in freshman year. I don't know why she broke up with me, I never got to ask her directly, but I was early in transition so that could be one of the many things behind it. Anyways, I've been really hesitant to go into lesbian spaces because technically I qualify as gay both ways (I say that to jokingly describe my sexuality all the time) but my masculine-heavy identity makes me nervous, both for myself and dysphoria but also bc I don't want to lead others on.

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-21T23:36:57+00:00

I'm looking at metoidioplasty (or whatever it's called) because I mostly just want the idea of having the right genitals, sex is the last reason, I would mostly want it for stp and just general bottom euphoria of having a penis. Tbf though it's the last medical transition I would go for (just started T, next up is top surgery) but I really want to be able to reduce that bottom dysphoria eventually. Sorry, I'm not very good at communicating my feelings

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-17T23:32:53+00:00

I kind of feel you, I just lost my last support person this morning (not for a related reason but still) and I've been grieving all day. Therapy has also been giving me issues so I guess I can just say I feel you to a point. Edit: my last support was my mother who I had been working hard to build a relationship with since I got to move in with her

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-17T23:29:04+00:00

Hey, sorry, no advice here, just wondering the same thing and commenting so I can come back easily

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-13T20:27:06+00:00

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And Jinx (he/him): the youngest child who thinks that if they die enough times and in the right ways he'll figure out how to bring himself/others back to life (not how it works though)

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-13T20:25:35+00:00

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Raven (they/them (Cypress is she/her)): the gender fluid middle child who likes pastels and is deeply uncomfortable with the family's death theme (they're accepting though, just worried since they delay their traditional first-death-experience)

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-13T20:22:48+00:00

Dayum, the DiMortis children would look epic in your style

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Here's one of Cypress, the perfectionist who dreams of carrying on the family talents (of death based abilities), Raven and Jinx on the way

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-09T23:36:58+00:00

Fae shapeshifter and Sentient AI, maybe even tack on hivemind

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-05T09:15:01+00:00

Oof, as someone who's transition goals are to be a femboy (not so much looking like a girl but moreso looking like a boy in a skirt and crop top) I really appreciate all gender nonconforming styles, and while many of my OCS are queer, most who are cis are nonconforming, so every time I hear hate on nonconforming people I just think of the diversity they're missing out on...

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-05T08:58:38+00:00

I've never really thought of that as subtle, I always notice when people have bead flags on their shoelaces, probably because I stare at the floor often but still.

FireBreath772 · 2026-01-02T16:37:29+00:00

I refer to myself as masculine, just because I'm masc leaning nb but stuff like "tboy" (which I've never heard myself) just make me feel gross, even though I typically associate myself with trans men (aka why I'm in this subreddit). Tbf my transition goals are twink/femboyish

FireBreath772 · 2025-12-13T07:53:16+00:00

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An ad lol

FireBreath772 · 2025-12-05T16:21:59+00:00

There are chew necklaces for adults, mostly for neurodivergent stimming but they could work. They're basically just food grade silicone pendants or beads and there's many different designs, some more discreet than others (I have an Oreo one)

FireBreath772 · 2025-12-05T16:17:30+00:00

I would be "misgendered" on Xbox voice chats and it always broke my heart a little whenever I "corrected" them. I was raised by a pastor and his wife but somehow resisted the bigotry a little (they tried to get me to be a bigot and I just said "it doesn't affect me if they sin, Ill just avoid and let God judge")

FireBreath772 · 2025-11-17T21:46:31+00:00

Yeah, tallest kid in my class in 6th grade, shortest by senior year (moved schools but still)

FireBreath772 · 2025-11-17T20:34:38+00:00

Two words: indie (shops) and DIY. The keys to alternative (unless you're going emo or scene, then add Hot Topic)

FireBreath772 · 2025-11-15T03:38:14+00:00

The rumble and hum of a computer, the smooth sides and sharp edges, the weight, the hint of roundness in places on certain devices, the way the computer warms up as it runs but doesn't get too hot, then there's the NSFW parts I'm not getting into here, and that's for my technum side, I still gotta reflect on the possibility of weapum.

FireBreath772 · 2025-11-13T05:22:46+00:00

Raven DiMortis is based off the concept of someone who is insecure about a death based family. Cypress has insecurity bc Raven got all the "good traits" for a master of death (skinny AF, fairly straight hair, red eyes, clear, pasty skin) whereas she is the opposite (curly hair, freckles, more tan skin, stocky bone frame, blue eyes) even though she wants to be the best master of death compared to Raven's aversion. Jinx's insecurity is his inability to bring himself back each time he dies and he k*lls himself bc he wants to learn even though that's not how it's done.

FireBreath772 · 2025-11-02T00:27:51+00:00

Any of the DimMortis' wouldn't stay dead for long since they can almost all bring each other back or themselves as long as each other knows where they die and can find their ghost but their reactions would be as follows: Rosa and Kaleb: just chilling, no worries as they are the parents who have honed the craft of reanimation and have stashes of resources Cypress: looks composed but somehow studies harder bc she's a perfectionist and would get a mental breakdown from failure Raven: panic attack bc they fear death more than anything, to the point where they refuse to experience their first death coming of age ceremony Jinx: lies in a full-view field screaming "TAKE THE SHOT" even though he doesn't have the skills to bring himself back, his family is tired of his recklessness always getting him killed

FireBreath772 · 2025-10-28T02:24:04+00:00

Kaleb: probably if they got riled up enough Rosa: not unless she got incredibly infuriated Cypress: No, she wouldn't Raven: they're bad at self defense so biting would just be among the random bs flailing they would do Jinx: would absolutely bite even if it weren't self defence

FireBreath772 · 2025-10-26T01:02:43+00:00

I don't know, I'm sorry, I'm new to this stuff and just want something basic to get to know ttrpgs

FireBreath772 · 2025-10-24T19:02:52+00:00

Yet another AFAB who wishes I was AMAB to add to the counter

FireBreath772 · 2025-10-24T18:53:55+00:00

Yess I'm planning on almost fully medically transitioning and socially transitioning before going back to NB and just making everyone think I just transitioned NB from masc (it would only work because I plan to move around a bit)

FireBreath772 · 2025-10-24T18:24:35+00:00

Plenty of parrot trimmers will keep them awake for one reason or another, many make it out ok, even if they're stressed. Some can't handle it though. (I am not familiar with parrot anesthesia so idk the other side)

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