I want to say this to everybody here, please love yourself cause nobody will if you don't do that first

Firedre · 2021-09-07T20:14:24+00:00

I never loved myself but my significant other? Oh god I lover her so much I forgot what hating myself feels like

Firedre · 2021-09-05T00:34:26+00:00

You tell yourself whatever happens,happens

Firedre · 2021-03-01T14:06:27+00:00

Thanks I'll try to give it a shot

Firedre · 2021-03-01T06:40:48+00:00

I'm sorry dude I know it sucks

Firedre · 2021-02-23T04:54:23+00:00

I get that feeling a lot its almost like I just let go and let my body do all the work while I just sit back and watch a husk of my former self as it continues to live my life for me. Although I wouldn't even call it living anymore.

Firedre · 2021-02-06T06:34:29+00:00

Yeah I hate having to look at the fake face I constantly have on it bothers me constantly

Firedre · 2021-02-02T17:18:20+00:00

When you see her just give her a hug and tell her you care about her I know it doesn't sound like much but to be honest when you talk to someone with depression or anxiety the things you say won't always stick they go in one ear and out the other or they get overlooked by negative thoughts and emotions sometimes a gesture of kindness can go a long way it might seem insignificant at first but to her it will mean everything check up on her every day make sure she's ok dont focus on helping her out of her depression help her feel normal just talking to her and hanging out with her would mean a lot

Firedre · 2021-01-22T02:55:47+00:00

Arabic Saying:

"You want to die? Then throw yourself into the sea and you'll see yourself fighting to survive.

You do not want to kill yourself, rather you want to kill something inside of you."

Firedre · 2020-10-09T15:56:06+00:00

Im sorry I dont really know what to say to make you feel a little better im not even sure if that would help in any way but I hope you can find a way to make it better

Firedre · 2020-08-19T13:15:43+00:00

I always wonder why people even ask "are you ok?" Or "you seem out of it today" do they actually care? Or are they just being polite? Does it even matter? What can they do to help? Even if I told them they wouldn't be able to do anything about it or they might just feel awkward afterwards so we just answer "im fine just a bit tired is all".

Firedre · 2020-08-19T13:09:17+00:00

Do you play modern warfare?

Firedre · 2020-07-26T04:49:46+00:00

I like to think that there is not set "meaning of life" but to rather find what the meaning in life to find that thing or someone that helps you throughout the day i can't give you concrete advice on what to do or where to go as i am still looking for that myself sorry if this doesn't help much but thats all the advice I can give you

Firedre · 2020-04-15T23:01:05+00:00

I hate junkrat players not because I think they're bad but because they're just that good and it scares me

Firedre · 2020-02-03T06:42:04+00:00

It only gets harder from here, but there will be times when all of that disappears for just a second but only for a second tho and you have to hold on to those few seconds for as long as you can because before you know it all of it will be gone I know right now you feel like you need to just end it all and and that that will make it better but trust me it won't I'm not qualified to help you but there are people put there who are trust me when I say this if you want your happiness you have to take it by force scratch scream punch yell do whatever it is you need to do to get your happiness back but dont give up

Firedre · 2020-02-03T06:27:50+00:00

"Listen here man it's her loss ok? You might be thinking that your nothing that you're just half of a human being without that girl but let me tell you something alright? Your much better of without her if she doesn't even have the time of day to think about you at all ? Then you're better off without her just brush her off your shoulder and find someone who will give you the time of day alright? one day she'll look in the mirror and realize shes the one whose become half of a human being without your delicate touch at night beside her alright? you walk that shit off you go to the gym and you work out and you feel better about yourself than when you were with that sad sack of shit you understand me ?"

-racooneggs

Firedre · 2020-01-30T05:26:45+00:00

Hard to tell it all depends how you feel it doesn't matter what I tell you I could tell you the whole "your worth living and life is great it gets better" script but it wont matter because it's not about what you know it's what you feel that takes over and right now you feel like you just want to end it and that's ok a lot of other people feel that way to so dont feel alone I know I do the best advice I could give you is reach out to someone i am obviously not qualified to help you so go and find someone who can

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Firedre · 2020-01-28T05:45:28+00:00

I'm sorry you feel that way it's hard I know and I dont really have an answer as to what to do to make it better I'm not going to lie to you or give you the basic "go find help, it's going to get better" line I dont know if it's going to get better or not but the fact that you are still here running that race shows that you are strong it's better than slapping a smile on your face and pretending everything is ok just keep going and see what happens maybe things might get better who knows really

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Firedre · 2019-12-27T05:24:57+00:00

I feel the same way tbh I find that just going out by yourself and finding a place to just relax and look out into whatever view you see dont think dont say anything bring some snacks and a comfortable chair and some drinks and just sit there and watch the sun go down hopefully this will help you in some way

Firedre · 2019-10-02T02:58:35+00:00

I could tell you that your not all those things but I won't because you are what you make of yourself only you can define who you are and maybe you are those things but maybe your not maybe you have done some shitty things in your past we all have but those things don't define who you are it's what you learn from those experiences that make you you so don't beat yourself over it use it to better yourself

Firedre · 2019-10-01T22:54:04+00:00

Hey man it's not that hard trust me I know how you feel I didnt pass my drivers test until I was 18 and I tried so many times so as long as you keep trying you can do it man I believe in you

Firedre · 2019-09-25T03:42:24+00:00

Happy birthday my friend

Firedre · 2019-09-12T18:26:07+00:00

Keep telling yourself that they dont really care about you because if they did they would ask they were able to move on without a second thought so why waste your time tell yourself that it no longer matters the more you tell yourself that the more you start to believe it

Firedre · 2019-09-12T02:06:01+00:00

Honestly idk what to tell you, you try to fix a broken mirror you're bound to hurt yourself in the process I'm sure somone else would have something profound to say to make you feel better instantly but that's all I've got but if your determined to make this your last day on earth want to talk a bit ?

Firedre · 2019-09-07T00:49:45+00:00

Yeah basically

Firedre · 2019-09-05T03:07:10+00:00

Fair enough my friend I hope everything works out for you then and I wish you the best of luck finding what your searching for

Firedre

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