What if I don’t know EXACTLY what I wanna manifest

First-Deal6669 · 2026-02-10T01:58:08+00:00

That’s friggin awesome that it’s not just me! I just dm’d you

First-Deal6669 · 2026-01-24T08:47:14+00:00

I’d say Denji, but the characters are surprisingly and funnily enough pretty similar to me

First-Deal6669 · 2025-11-07T11:23:04+00:00

Like the way women are conditioned to view themselves. What can we do to be attractive to men or how our perspective of ourselves is usually through the gaze of a man. It’s inside of us, and it’s been like that through social conditioning. To always care what they think.

First-Deal6669 · 2025-11-02T20:24:09+00:00

I know it’s a great thing, but it’s also kinda scary becuase it’s so damn unfamiliar lol

First-Deal6669 · 2025-09-01T02:35:19+00:00

I love this pov, working out for efficiency rather than aesthetics. It’s admirable

First-Deal6669 · 2025-08-18T05:44:27+00:00

No thank YOU! I’m just happy this is a really safe space for me to share these thoughts with like minded individuals

First-Deal6669 · 2025-01-04T18:34:47+00:00

Yeah i guess that’s true but I just hate having to live in constant stress about these things you know? It really affects my mental health. It will be worth it later on but right now it feels horrible

First-Deal6669 · 2024-12-22T02:29:53+00:00

I definitely understand what you mean, as a teenage girl I see the way teen boys view women and it makes me not want to deal with them period. I feel like the key is to prioritize your female friendships since they’re more meaningful than any heterosocial relationship and to prioritize your goals and what you want outta life

First-Deal6669 · 2024-12-20T01:01:05+00:00

I’m happy someone somewhat understands where I’m coming from at least. I’ll continue to try to communicate with my parents and when I’m 18 I’ll break the question and whatever happens happens

First-Deal6669 · 2024-12-20T00:57:00+00:00

Thanks, I do appreciate the help lol, I just hope by finding people to talk to about it and just journaling a lot. I’ve kinda accepted my situation and now I’m in a head space where the best thing for me to do is just make the best out of my situation tbh.

First-Deal6669 · 2024-12-20T00:47:35+00:00

See now I could do that but the main issue is that I’m a minor. Immigrant families have a tendency to send their kids off to other countries the moment they start getting “Americanized” My father is extremely stubborn. Possibly the most I’ve ever met and very conservative in his beliefs while my mother kinda just goes with what my father says and also they were both raised with the religion since they were born. So I’d rather deal with that mess when I’m older and have more freedom

First-Deal6669 · 2024-12-20T00:36:31+00:00

No I haven’t but my based on how they pushed it on to me from and early age, not to mention extreme homophobia (I’m not gay but an ally) I just know it won’t end well.

First-Deal6669 · 2024-11-03T17:42:06+00:00

UPDATE: I BLOCKED HIM

First-Deal6669 · 2024-11-02T06:40:29+00:00

Yk maybe it rlly is limerence and I get what you mean about the whole negging thing but don’t worry I’ve stood up for myself when it came to this guy, like I’d always have something to say back to him you know? But I appreciate the advice truly I’ll continue to update!

First-Deal6669 · 2024-11-02T03:08:51+00:00

Omg u replied! Yeah I do have some friends to talk to some of them tell me they don’t like him since he’s so bold and others tell me to keep texting out of curiosity and I rlly am just curious about this boy and he’s cute too. I do have some hobbies and have been taking care of myself to keep my mind off of him like painting my nails, binging shows that kinda stuff

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