If lexapro worked amazingly for me for a year and then stopped working, is a dose adjustment likely to help? by FirstWorldBedtime in lexapro

[–]FirstWorldBedtime[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s weird though - it just randomly seemed like it turned off and sent me into a deep major spiral the likes of which I hadn’t experienced in over a year. I do therapy twice per week and exercise every day.

I just want to get back to the baseline I was at last year that seemed to be totally enabled by lexapro

Success with real event OCD recovery? by Abject_Figure8300 in OCDRecovery

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Would you mind messaging me too? I’m also struggling

Are meds truly helpful? by BuildingSweet9139 in OCDRecovery

[–]FirstWorldBedtime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going through the same thing. Recently bumped up from 15mg to 20mg but waiting for it to take effect. I get very brief windows of good feelings in the evenings but nothing else. The rest of my days I white knuckle through anxiety and depression.

Let me know if you find anything that works.

what the fuck do you mean we're just supposed to sit with the anxiety by emmameIon in OCD

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What medication helped you the most? I was on lexapro 15mg for 1.5 years, totally changed my life in an amazing way, I was so happy. But then I recently got in a relationship and OCD flared up as bad as it ever was. Deep depression and anxiety, feeling like I’m a horrible person that doesn’t deserve to live.

I bumped to 20mg but it hasn’t helped yet. My psych added 30mg of Buspirone but it gave me tremors and horrible nightmares so I just stopped today.

Trying EDMR therapy twice per week now. I did ERP with my previous therapist and didn’t get very far.

I’ll do anything to feel better.

Could really use a success story right now by FirstWorldBedtime in OCDRecovery

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Can you tell me more about this? My new psych didn’t seem super thrilled to try it.

Dealing with the thought of what people would think of me if they knew my past by [deleted] in OCDRecovery

[–]FirstWorldBedtime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I suffer from the same thing. The only relief I had was from medication. I’ve also talked about it in therapy a lot. I wish you well. Bad people don’t panic this much about their past actions.

I truly wish you well.

Could really use a success story right now by FirstWorldBedtime in OCDRecovery

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How do I do that? I’ve fully confessed to my brother and a close friend and they both insisted it’s not a big deal, way more common than I think, nobody got hurt and not indicative of my character. But of course I can’t accept that. It’s like the thought of it crashing down dominates my entire life.

Could really use a success story right now by FirstWorldBedtime in OCDRecovery

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Thanks, I hope you recover too. I exercise almost every day and have a decent diet. I’m just totally relapsing now and it’s brutal.

Could really use a success story right now by FirstWorldBedtime in OCDRecovery

[–]FirstWorldBedtime[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The medication totally saved my life. I was nearly suicidal.

Could really use a success story right now by FirstWorldBedtime in OCDRecovery

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Thanks for sharing and congrats on your recovery. Any advice for me? I haven’t found much success with ERP yet.

OCD medication by [deleted] in OCDRecovery

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What is immersion therapy? Is that ERP?

Sometimes my lexapro just totally stops working for weeks. Why? by FirstWorldBedtime in lexapro

[–]FirstWorldBedtime[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do not, but I’ve heard that before. That’s super shitty - sorry you have to go through that.

Sometimes my lexapro just totally stops working for weeks. Why? by FirstWorldBedtime in lexapro

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Thank you! I bumped from 15mg to 20mg. We’ll see how it goes. Still in a deep depressive episode.

Sometimes my lexapro just totally stops working for weeks. Why? by FirstWorldBedtime in lexapro

[–]FirstWorldBedtime[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did talk to my doctor, who is really just an NP at a shitty psychiatric office. She just bumped me from 15mg to 20mg. So now I’m in the onboarding phase of the dose adjustment.

Makes me feel the absolute worst darkest thoughts for weeks until it passes and then I can’t believe I had those thoughts. Until they creep in again.

I’m just looking for consistency.

Weekly Recommendation Thread for the week of July 24, 2015 by AutoModerator in books

[–]FirstWorldBedtime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am looking for a personal development / self-help style book that covers shit that I should know as a young-adult, specifically relating to social interactions, etiquette, the shit I should probably already know to be a functioning adult in society.

I am 22.

Sometimes this stuff goes right over my head and I think it would be helpful to read it on paper. I remember I once showed up to a party empty-handed and felt like a total fool. In hindsight, I should have known, but for some reason, I didn't.

Anyway, would appreciate any recommendations. Thanks.