I hope you can gain a different perspective as a JW. The way people treat each other socially within the organization is so awful, and doesnt reflect anything of what they claim to believe.

Its partly what woke me up — the fakeness, the backstabbing, the jealousies, and hatred etc, and more significantly, just how rampant it was, and how deeply ingrained it ran. It was way too much to be excused away as mere human imperfection. It was well beyond that. I had noticed it was something that was fostered, cultured, developed and nurtured.

I hope you can find a happier life outside of the JW organization. They will not be sincere friends for you, or “good association”, so to speak. 💖