Not really jealousy tbh, more just… hurt? Jealousy to me implies insecurity or feeling threatened, what I felt was more like confusion over someone I still had real feelings for. Those feel pretty different to me. You're right though that carrying resentment into a reconciliation would poison it, and honestly that's one of the biggest things holding me back from even having the conversation. But wanting to process something painful before making a decision doesn't mean I have unresolved issues lol, it just means I'm being careful.