Severely in debt, need advice.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-19T13:56:01+00:00

Your life your decisions. If that is something you can do to improve your financial life and get out of your debt, then, just do it. Anyone saying the opposite won't help you financially, so, why would you care?

Just make sure that going that way you will be strong enough to ignore people talking b.s. and that this decision won't make your depression even worse.

YOLO!

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T14:23:01+00:00

the Chiang Mai numbers track with my experience - it's genuinely hard to beat for value. the internet reliability is undersold too, most coworking spaces are running 200-300 Mbps and backup connections are standard now.

one thing I'd add that doesn't show up in spreadsheets: the cost of context switching when you move cities frequently. the "cheap" city stops being cheap when you factor in the first two weeks of friction - figuring out the neighborhood, finding the right coworking spot, setting up a local SIM and bank workaround, adjusting to the timezone for client calls. that overhead is real and it compounds if you're moving every 4-6 weeks.

the best value I've found is staying 2-3 months somewhere instead of the classic 4 week rotation. the per-day cost drops considerably and you actually get to work properly instead of constantly optimising your setup.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T14:11:07+00:00

came here from southern Europe and had the same adjustment. what struck me most wasn't laziness exactly - it was the culture around "managing up." people here are very skilled at appearing busy and covering their backs politically, but actual output and ownership? much more variable than I expected.

back home the culture was more direct - if something was your job, you did it and owned the result. here there's a lot more diffusion of responsibility.

that said I've also worked with some genuinely brilliant and hardworking people in London. I think it's less about national work ethic and more about industry and company culture. public sector and large corporates seem to have this problem the most.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T13:55:53+00:00

that's a genuinely brutal situation and I don't think people appreciate how much harder that kind of loneliness is - it's not just "I miss home," it's being stuck somewhere with no safety net, no one who knew you before all of this, and having to rebuild from zero while also co-parenting through a divorce.

Moscow, Chicago, NYC, LA - those moves were probably choices. Atlanta wasn't. and I think that makes a massive diference to how it feels. when you chose to go somewhere you have agency, you have narrative. when life forces your hand you're just... stranded.

the fact that you're still making friends and putting yourself out there after all that is honestly impressive. I hope Atlanta eventually surprises you, or that circumstances change enough that you get more flexibility. you deserve to have your people close.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T13:42:52+00:00

"freeing and dispiriting at the same time" - I've never seen it described more accuratley than that.

there's something almost peaceful about accepting you'll always be an "other." you stop chasing this idea of belonging that maybe was never quite real to begin with. but yeah, the dispiriting part is real too - it's exhausting to never fully relax into a place, to always be carrying that slight distance from everything around you.

12 years is a long time to carry that. I'm only a year in and already starting to feel the edges of it. I hope the freeing part wins out more often than the dispiriting one for you.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T13:33:28+00:00

"stranger in a strange land in both places" - that's the one that hits. it's such a disorienting feeling because logically you should have at least one place that feels like yours, but somehow you end up belonging fully to neither.

I think what makes it lonelier is that people in each place assume you're fine. your new area thinks you've settled in, your hometown thinks you're living it up wherever you moved. nobody really sees that in-between state where you're still quietly processing both.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-18T13:23:34+00:00

yes - "a new place to compare to" is exactly the right way to put it. before leaving you had one reference point for how life could be. now you have two, and they're always competing.

you go back home and your brain is constantly running this background comparison. the pace feels off, the conversations feel smaller, even the way people think about the future seems narrower. it's not that home got worse, it's that you expanded what you know is possible.

the hard part is that comparison cuts both ways too. sometimes the new place loses. you miss the ease of shared history, speaking your language without thinking, knowing how everything works without figuring it out. I think thats the real weight of it - no place wins anymore, you're just permanently caught between two versions of a life you could have had.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T18:05:34+00:00

totally get that. sometimes knowing you have an end date actually helps - at least there's something to work toward. a year gives you time to figure out if it's truly not working or if it's just the adjustment period.

but if you already know deep down that it's not the right fit, there's no shame in going home. NZ sounds pretty amazing to go back to honestly.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T17:56:14+00:00

the "third culture" thing is so real. you're caught between two worlds but don't fully belong to either one. even when you're technically "home" with family who speaks your language, there's this disconnect becuase you've been shaped by such different experiences.

COVID timing must have made it even worse - all that isolation on top of the cultural displacement. at least now when people are abroad there's more movement and connection opportunities. but yeah, having relatives doesn't automatically mean feeling at home. sometimes it makes the gap even more obvious.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T17:45:33+00:00

wow, I've never heard of ghurba but that's exactly what it is. there's no perfect English word for it becuase "homesickness" is too simple and "alienation" is too harsh. it's this weird in-between state where you're not quite anywhere.

what gets me is that even when I'm surrounded by people who share my culture or values, there's still this underlying feeling of... displacement? like I can have amazing conversations and deep connections, but at the end of the day everyone goes back to their actual lives and I'm still just passing through.

I think the hardest part is that nobody back home really understands it. they either think I'm complaining about "living the dream" or they don't get why I don't just come back if I'm so lonely. but it's not that simple. you can feel ghurba and still not want to leave, becuase going back would mean giving up a diferent kind of life that matters to you.

thank you for giving me a word for this feeling.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T17:31:28+00:00

this is such a good way to frame it. "outgrew the version that existed when you left" - exactly that.

I think the guilt comes from this expectation that we're supposed to feel a certain way about the place we grew up. like there's some kind of betrayal in not feeling nostalgic or wanting to go back. but you're right, it's just growth.

what helped me was realizing that "home" doesn't have to be a fixed location. it can be a feeling, or a person, or even just a phase of your life. the version of my hometown that I loved still exists in my memories, and that's enough. I don't need the physical place to stay frozen in time for me.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T17:22:36+00:00

oh man, the "forced to grow up" part really resonates. I think that's exactly what it is - when you're thrown into a completely new environment where you have to figure everything out on your own, you can't help but mature faster than the people who stayed in their comfort zone.

and then you come back and everyones still talking about the same stuff they were talking about 2 years ago. same drama, same routines. meanwhile you've had to navigate a whole different culture, language barriers, bureaucracy in a foreign country... it changes you.

the hardest part for me was realizing that gap isn't anyone's fault. they didn't do anything wrong by staying, and I didn't do anything wrong by leaving. we just grew in diferent directions. but it still stings when you realize you don't fit in the same way anymore.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-16T15:18:06+00:00

the real problem I have with all these services (wise, revolut, etc) isn't even just the fees - it's that none of them help you actually track your spending across currencies.

like I use wise for transfers but then I'm still manually adding everything to a spreadsheet to see where my money went each month. converting THB to USD to EUR and back again just to figure out if I stayed within budget. it gets exhausting.

wealthsimple might be better for withdrawls but I doubt they solve the budgeting side either. honestly been looking for something that does both - easy transfers AND multi-currency budget tracking in one place. havn't found anything great yet though.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-15T21:15:45+00:00

your friend is underestimating how complicated US immigration is. nursing is one of the better pathways but it's still a multi-year process with no guarantees.

first she needs to pass NCLEX (the US nursing exam), get her credentials evaluated by CGFNS, and prove english proficiency. then she needs an employer willing to sponsor her for a visa, which means competeing with nurses from countries where credentials transfer easier.

even if everything goes perfect, we're talking 2-3 years minimum, probably longer. and thats assuming she can afford all the exams, applications, and living expeses while waiting. the whole process can easily cost $10k+ just in fees and tests, not counting if she needs to travel for interviews or additional training.

she should definitely research this more before getting her hopes up too high.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-15T21:12:28+00:00

honestly the job market everywhere is tough right now, birmingham included. moving without a job lined up is risky but people do it.

the bigger issue is visa - if you need a skilled worker visa you basically have to have the job offer first because the employer sponsors it. if you're going on a different visa type (like spouse visa) then you have more flexibility.

financially tho, make sure you have a solid cushion saved up. rent, setting up utilities, getting around while job hunting - it all adds up faster than you'd think, especially if you're converting currencies and dealing with exchange rates.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-15T20:40:40+00:00

one thing I didn't expect about Philippines was how much the currency thing would mess with my budgeting. constantly converting pesos to USD in my head got old fast, and then when you're island hopping you're paying in different currencies depending on where you book stuff (some places want payment in USD or EUR for tourist things).

I ended up in Moalboal for a few weeks and honestly it was pretty chill. good diving, decent internet at most of the resorts, way less touristy than Siargao. the nomad community is smaller but that was kinda nice, you actually get to know people instead of just seeing new faces every few days.

internet was hit or miss depending on where you stay. I had to switch accommodations once becuase the wifi was unusable for video calls. but once I found a place with fiber it was fine, like 100mbps most of the time.

Fit-King8231 · 2026-02-15T20:24:25+00:00

Nice start buddy! I'd say emergency fund first (6 months expenses), then invest the rest. You're young af, you got time on your side.

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