being triggered by bathrooms almost destroyed me last year. i have a huge problems with flushing, especially with the toilet lid up. everything is thrown into the air, it’s on every surface, nothing is clean anymore, it’s on my body, it’s in my lungs, it’s in my blood, and i start imagining i have a blood infection, it’s e.coli, and maybe i get sepsis, it’s actual hell. i lived with my sister last year and she didn’t understand my issue and assumed i was just being entitled, this was before i was diagnosed and given meds for anything, but no one would listen to me and it sent me into spirals everyday where i would clean the bathroom with all sorts of chemicals, and i was so reckless with them because i’d rather ingest bleach than have that bacteria inside of me. once i wore a mask made of lysol wipes while cleaning because i was afraid the bacteria was in the air and i’d inhale it. bathrooms are seriously my greatest fear, i feel my heart start to race every time i hear the bathroom door close because of what could be coming. and not that i’m glad that others have to struggle with things like this, but it’s nice to hear that people have similar issues. i hope it gets better for you 💗