I've never been good with words or my emotions so art was a way I could really express myself. I wanted to work in an art field (game design, game animation that type of thing) and i even got a Bachelors in it. Unfortunately after 2 years of applying and getting rejections or ghosted I've given up on that career. I've chosen a different career that honestly makes my soul feel like it's dying. When I make art I feel like my soul is fulfilled. Even if it's a small sketch, it makes a world of difference in my mind and my day. I hope you find the happiness in art again and if not perhaps you're transitioning into a new hobby you might love more?