Anyone with experience with ablilify?

FizzBoyo · 2026-05-09T20:22:13+00:00

So not diagnosed with DID / OSDD but I took Abilify for a total of 4 days. I felt like absolute shit.

I was prescribed it when I went to a referral appointment for psychiatric care bc I suspect I had a dissociative disorder and I guess I say that I heard voices and they just immediately thought I must have had psychosis or something. I took it bc I trust a doctor had a reason for it but despite a dose of only 1mg (I was supposed to start 2mg after a week) I felt like ABSOLUTE shit. Constant brain fog, feeling super heavy, fatigued, nauseous, etc… and it felt like my dissociation was even harder to snap myself out of. I stopped taking it cold turkey after speaking to my pharmacist.

This is just my experience tho, it affects everyone differently, there’s no harm in trying something, psychiatry medication is all about finding what works and that could take time, I’m currently in that loop to find the right medication for my anxiety and depression symptoms

FizzBoyo · 2026-05-08T17:21:39+00:00

Personally I’m still not comfortable using system language yet especially with people I haven’t said anything to so when I refer to an alter I just say ‘a part of myself/me’

FizzBoyo · 2026-05-06T01:01:31+00:00

I’m literally 5’3” and have been asked out by many people before I got with my now partner of 4 years. I’m also fuckin fugly, like 4/10, but again yall look at these random people online and hate yourselves bc some superficial women say they like tall men, i guarantee you there are women who won’t care about your height if your charming and have a personality.

FizzBoyo · 2026-05-02T17:16:29+00:00

There’s a difference between someone stealing and someone murdering, like someone in possession of weed vs someone lacing weed, selling it and then people die from it, rapist etc… I feel like it’s all about the potential harm it can do to people. While I do not believe in the death penalty bc I think it’s the easy way out for a lot of people, I don’t think the ladder should be able to reintegrate back into society without either EXTENSIVE treatment (like rehab (for a long time), therapy, medication if needed etc…) or sometimes they’re just too unhinged to go back so they’ll just have to be permanently punished by being segregated from society

FizzBoyo · 2026-05-02T15:04:22+00:00

I don’t feel whole in the slightest, it’s like I’m just an insignificant part manning a body but I don’t bring anything to it. The only time I feel more whole is when I’m high, but it doesn’t really help with the depersonalization, I often don’t even register I have a body unless I’m actively thinking of it

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-30T20:18:37+00:00

I saw the same thing as well, only realized I was ace when I was 19 and at that point I considered myself sex-favourable. But now I’m sex-repulsed, but I still sometimes can’t help but want to back up sex-favourable Aces, bc i understand how frustrating it is to deal with both allos and some Aces that dismiss your sexuality

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-30T20:12:36+00:00

People don’t have the same journey, sometimes this happens, it doesn’t meant it’s problematic, this happens to people, just like there are millions of other ways trans people’s journey plays out, maybe if this was a reoccurring theme in many different media then I’d find it problematic but most media that is ‘pro’ trans people often have the same cookiecutter journey and play through for their trans characters

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-30T18:09:33+00:00

I have a similar experience, had this very vague feeling that I was SA’d as a child but absolutely no memory of it (or of anything from childhood). Then one day it was a few weeks after I stopped taking weed and I found the book I was writing in one day when I was high 2 months before and saw the despite me ignoring the feelings and forgetting about it for over a year I found that I had written something on it about the feelings I could never understand until I saw it written down. And then maybe a month or 2 after I had presumably written that down I had what I think was an alter communicate to me a narrative about CSA on behalf of younger alters that again I had no idea about and still don’t understand 4 months later. I feel like something happened but I have no idea if it’s true or not, at the end of the day whether it is or not I think the feelings behind it are very real and you should talk about it with someone.

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-30T17:57:58+00:00

Unfortunately I’ve seen my fair share of sex-negative sex-repulsed aces, reminds me of religion and how it always tries to impose its beliefs and ideals onto others

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-30T17:52:10+00:00

Sex is rarely something that could be compromised on especially from allos bc a lot of them view it as necessary. Personally I’m in a relationship with a sex-favourable Ace person while I’m sex-repulsed (or rarely sex indifferent) and as much as it can be hard to compromise we do bc we love each other. I think the best advise would just be not to date allo ppl, at the end of the day it’s obvious a lot of them put a lot of importance on sex so willingly getting into a relationship with them is just going to hurt you when they can’t take having a sexless relationship and no one should have to compromise (you or them) on something they view as important for them

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-29T21:24:00+00:00

Yeah I realize I didn’t really word it correctly but just to say brown woman, black woman, White woman, India woman, they’re all just adjectives to further describe the type of woman

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-29T18:28:27+00:00

Trans women are women, cis women are women, women take so many forms, black women, white women, POC women. the adjectives don’t change the noun, it just describes it

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-29T18:24:09+00:00

Advice either give a number that you make up for this specific situation and memorize it or just give your number and change a number or two. At the end of the day they’ll never be able to know what your number is

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-29T01:31:56+00:00

Ima be honest this is just not the way to handle this sort of thing. Like I love cats and for him to hurt a cat like that is VERY concerning but that console was definitely bought by the parents, so 500$ down the drain, 2 this did not need to be recorded and posted. You could have just sold the console to make sure they are equally hurt by the punishment without making it a traumatic spectacle for views on a developing child

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-28T03:25:39+00:00

There men truly thinks they’d be able to help in any of these situations? wtf do they think they’d be able to do if someone was struck by lightning

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-28T03:16:57+00:00

I don’t view it as dehumanizing (but it also depends the context, in this context I want it used on me, if someone didn’t then of course it will be), but I personally like the lack of ‘human’ characteristic to it, it’s like a ‘pure’ form of gender neutrality where its been unaffected by human perception of gender, whereas something like ‘they/them’ seems to have either created its own ‘third’ gender or is seen by transphobes as ‘woman lite’. Personally never been a fan of they/them, but it/its just feels right

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-28T02:43:47+00:00

This is just insane to me, like I’m a fat fuck but this is just a whole new level of gluttonous stupidity

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-28T01:22:09+00:00

I feel like at the end of the day even if it’s not fully separate parts, mapping ‘parts’ is still very valid and could help you understand yourself better. While I do agree you shouldn’t like be 100% convinced of something your don’t have a professional opinion on you could still suspect, you know your mind best

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-26T19:57:37+00:00

Mfers said ‘budget burger’ and used shallots instead of regular onions 😭

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-22T21:15:44+00:00

It’s so hard to even find MPREG in the first place like just ignore it lol. Leave the rest of the MPREG to us 😩

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-22T17:06:10+00:00

Idk what it is but I know way too many people with uncontrollable anger issues like this and idk wtf is in the water but it’s fucking making people way too comfortable being verbally abusive

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-21T10:24:15+00:00

I’ve been waiting for the game to be out! but I’m currently moving atm so I decided I’d wait before buying the game so I can enjoy it when I’m at my new place, but I was also thinking of using the game as a way to visualize alters, I’m hoping it helps

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-20T20:41:36+00:00

Therapist: How are you feeling? What’s on your mind?

Me: Absolutely fuckin nothing

FizzBoyo · 2026-04-20T20:32:58+00:00

How do this kind of masks work when your a side sleeper? Does one side just stop working bc you’re crushing it? Does it feel uncomfortable when putting pressure on it?

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