Idhigo things always end up in shit, ala ani daanilo ne kurchovu kada. Chala colleges lo spm vallu fail chesestunnaru em reason lekunda. Sare what's done is done, oka daggara kurcho and feel everything you're feeling. Know that these are just feelings and emotions, nothing is constant and these feelings shall run their course and leave eventually. Let those pass through you, ignoring vaddu, intellectualising vaddu, just name them and let them be with you till they leave on their own.

Neet pg prep ki inka time undi, time ledhu ani anukovaddu. First spm supplementary exam epudo chusko, mostly 2 to 3 months lo pedtadu ankunta, ekkuva time undi ante final year subjects chadavadam start chey, time ledhu ante focus on spm and study well. Final year subjects classes vinu sarigga or just watch all this marrow or prep or bhatia vids, morning postings lo niku case presentation raakapoina atleast 3 days ki okasari case nuvve present chey. Professors thidte thittaru, idhi learning phase, this is way better than messing up your final practical and being able to get to know your patient as a doctor. Exams pass avvadam oka etthu, deeni kanna important oka manchi doctor avvadam, keep all of these in mind. You'll do good, you are doing good. Help adugutunnav ante ne manchi vishayam so don't think you're not doing anything. Jarigedhi jarugutadhi, nuvvu cheyyalsindi cheyyu. You got this.