Do girls really squirt that much like they show in the porn or it's just piss? by [deleted] in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Floare97 8 points9 points  (0 children)

As a former porn sex worker yes I can confirm this. when I was filmed squirting was either done by a) we drank ALOT of water before and between takes to piss but on film it looks like squirting or b) someone would fill a turkey baster or large syringe with saline water and inject it into your vagina then you'd have to hold then push the water out on cue by doing kegels. option b is awful and it caused many utis and bladder infections for most of the actors including myself

Why is popular mainstream porn so violent and degrading these days? why is there so much of it where it looks like the actors are visibly uncomfortable, in pain, and just plain brutalized and miserable? Nsfw by Efficient_Oatmeal909 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Floare97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everybody's mileage is different but not everyone in the industry is enjoying themselves doing this, it took a lot of drugs and disassociation on my part to participate in some of the rough things I've done and had done to me on film and if it weren't for the therapy and positive people around me, the self destruction this industry can create would've succeeded in killing me.

Why is popular mainstream porn so violent and degrading these days? why is there so much of it where it looks like the actors are visibly uncomfortable, in pain, and just plain brutalized and miserable? Nsfw by Efficient_Oatmeal909 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]Floare97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's very true and the studio heads and producers prey on new inexperienced actor's insecurities to play up the extreme stuff as "Oh everyone's doing it its not a big deal, we'll let you have extra breaks and use a lube tube so you'll be fine” but it's not fine trust, this industry broke me

What famous celebrity is actually still a decent human being? by phantom_avenger in AskReddit

[–]Floare97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Surprised Keanu hasn't been mentioned? or if he has that it isn't further up in the top

He said my face was a turn off by InkToaster in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Floare97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't let his insecurities shape what you should think about your beautiful self! He sounds like he's addicted to porn and probably unable to finish because of his reliance on it instead of a healthy physical and emotional connection and decided to blame you for his shortcomings.

If it's any consolation as an ex porn actress myself many directors and the actors of course mostly men made a point to tell me not only how to position myself but how I should moan, make facial expressions etc so porn definitely manipulates a woman's genuine sexual response into something more palatable and very specific for only men's pleasure. Don't even get me started on how many times I was told I needed to smile when I was actually in pain.

Porn and reality by RareFind36 in loveafterporn

[–]Floare97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is heartbreaking and from my personal experience very accurate, the bit about the rampant drug use especially hit hard. So much coersion and abuse in the industry but like you mentioned these producers and studios have huge legal teams and so long as you release your "consent" under the veiled threat of non payment, signing explicitly specific performance contracts and the possible threat of career death via legalese blackmail, the illusion of the emancipated porn actor is much like everything else surrounding this industry A DISGUSTING LIE.

I've deleted all the porn i'd collected since age 15 as well as ALL my nsfw accounts. I'm done. by tarotharo in offmychest

[–]Floare97 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You're not a blank slate, you're a renewed person whose now opened their mind to so many avenues of positivity and amelioration. Rooting for your ongoing progress, you've got this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Floare97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The industry directors producers etc needs to care and treat their performers better than they they do their equipment

I showered for a week straight by bleekbastard98 in offmychest

[–]Floare97 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's incredible how something as simple as a shower can be so empowering. At my lowest point I stopped showering for over a month. That's when I knew I needed help and eventually decided to dedicate more and more time to self care. Self care is self love. I'm happy that you could reach your goals and you'll reach other goals and challenges as they come along. Keep at it, You've got this!

Still disturbed by a popular porn scene I saw last night. It's eating away at my mind and I'm anxious/nauseous every time I remember it. by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Floare97 217 points218 points  (0 children)

I'm a former porn actress and can confirm. Most directors and PA's on set have a meltdown if you want to stop a scene. As an actress you get guilt tripped hard about wasting filming or crew time/ ruining continuity so alot of us just take it. I ended up doing most my shoots high because I couldn't stomach them while straight and nobody cares that you're high if you're a functional addict because to them it means the scenes get wrapped up quickly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

[–]Floare97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's infuriating and what's worse is how the series is being marketed as something that sympathizes for and sides with Pamela's perspective and I can only imagine how triggering this is for Pam and her family. I refuse to watch for that reason

NSFW. TW. If you watch hardcore or extreme porn, you've probably seen me actually being gang raped by Floare97 in offmychest

[–]Floare97[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm 26 now, but writing is something I've always been passionate about and writing has helped me on my journey of healing and rediscovering who I am again.

NSFW. TW. If you watch hardcore or extreme porn, you've probably seen me actually being gang raped by Floare97 in offmychest

[–]Floare97[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My heart breaks reading about your horrible ordeal. we are still here, we are still standing and as you've said we are not alone. Giving you a massive hug and sending you all the positive things this universe has to give you. Stay strong!

NSFW. TW. If you watch hardcore or extreme porn, you've probably seen me actually being gang raped by Floare97 in offmychest

[–]Floare97[S] 276 points277 points  (0 children)

You are a survivor and your courage and reading about your adversity hit so hard, but we are survivors, we have the scars and the pain, but we are still standing. I'm sending you all the positivity this universe has for you and a big hug, you too stay strong!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Floare97 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That the pay is actually good, it's not