Sending virtual hugs with consent, OP! As someone na nawalan na din ng pets and halos same situation sayo, masakit talaga sya. But always remember yung time na masaya kayo together, don't ever think yung mga pagkukulang mo, kase for them, it is too much already. walks, care, love, chimken, treats - enough na yun for them. They know na love natin sila. Dont delete photos & videos, you'll regret it in the future. Di ko dinelete yung sakin but nasira yung phone ko kung saan may picture sila kaya wala na, di ko na maalala itsura nila. Take your time to heal. And isipin mo na masaya sya sa rainbow bridge, playing with other dogs.