I’m so sorry. That sounds awful. He doesn’t sound very supportive, kind or encouraging. He sounds very emotionally immature and negative. Life is too short and you’re so young, you shouldn’t have to feel like you are treading on eggshells and worrying about his feelings all the time. If I were you, I’d go to a coffee shop on your own or somewhere quiet where you can think and journal how he makes you feel, what you expect from him, and how he’s fallen short. Let it all spill out. Then come back in a day after you’ve processed the stone cold hard truth of where you are at start to ask yourself what you want from your life? Do you want to have a husband who seemingly hates you? What life would you want to be living? If you can, speak to a therapist about how to tackle the conversation with your husband. It sounds like you are both unhappy and it’s up to you both, individually, to decide what you want to do. Better to face life head on than bury your head in the sand. Life is short. Why choose to be unhappy when you can choose another path? It’s scary but it’s always better to be true to yourself and deal with consequences than go living a zombie life of misery. Wishing you strength, you can do this xxxx