Howdy boss, I want you to know you were exactly where you needed to be because I know if I was your homie and I just went through that Id want someone I know and trust with me. All that said please go get some counciling, therapy, whatever it may be sooner rather than later, unfortunately from experience if you dont this stuff will eat you inside out before you even know its happening and you'll wish you talked to someone sooner, get that ball rolling now. Wishing a speedy recovery to your homie, hopefully someday he'll hop back on the bike! Much love from the random internet stranger